i share, we share, the world is going better.

Like this video please! Thankyou!

2011-12-30T17:20:00.001+07:00

hi, mind to share a little act of kindness?
my friend is joining a contest,
and in order to help him winning it, please like this video in youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67fDrx8_HnE .

if you don't have any youtube account, you have to register yourself.
it's an easy registration though.
Thankyou! God's everywhere, He knows you're a kindhearted one. GBU!

Patah hati itu kejadian alam.

2011-12-27T02:43:00.003+07:00

Kalo kemaren gue adalah cewe dengan hati yang patah-patah.
Hari ini, gue adalah cewe dengan hati yang.. tetep patah tapi sedang dalam proses pembetulan.
Apa bedanya? Tentu beda.
Kemaren, gue memikirkan hal-hal yang menghancurkan diri.
Hari ini, gue memikirkan hal-hal yang memperbaiki diri.

Patah hati.
Semua orang rata-rata pernah ngalamin.
Patah hati itu gak lebih dari sebuah kekecewaan,
kalau hatimu tidak diterima oleh seseorang yang kamu mau berikan hatimu,
lalu kamu kesel, sedih, marah, dan.. ya, kecewa.
Apalagi kalo kita uda tulus menyayangi dan mencintai orang itu,
melakukan segenap kebaikan dan tindakan manis,
walau kita bilangnya kita tulus,
tapi ngaku deh, dalam hati kecil,
kita berharap itu bisa bikin orang itu balik sayang dan cinta sama kita.
Yah, itulah manusia.
No one could blame you for that!!

Patah hati itu kejadian alam.
Jadi santai aja kalo kita ngalamin hal itu.
Yang berbahaya adalah, jika kita membiarkan hal itu merusak sesuatu
dalam diri kita, dan kita ga bangkit-bangkit buat betulin hal itu.
Bayangin aja, kalo sebuah daerah terkena tsunami,
dan penduduk di situ ga berusaha buat memperbaiki daerah mereka.
Pasti daerah tersebut bakal kayak kota mati,
penuh puing dan bangkai.
Emang sih, seiring waktu, puing-puing tersebut akan terkikis,
bangkai-bangkai tersebut akan membusuk dan mungkin menyuburkan gitu ya?
tapi heloooo??
butuh waktu berapa lama? seabad?
dan di realita kehidupan kita,
kerusakan yang ditimbulkan hati yang patah,
harus segera di perbaiki.
jangan percaya "time heals".
Suatu saat kita akan menyesal, ngapain ngabisin segitu banyak waktu
untuk move on dari orang seperti itu?!

Jangan sia-siain waktu kita.
Jangan sia-siain potensi kita.
Patah hati?
Penuhin pikiran kita sama hal positif.
Pertama, mereka bukan yang terbaik buat kita.
Kalo mereka aja uda baik, berarti yang terbaik buat kita,
jauh lebih baik dari mereka! Asik kan!

Kedua, ngapain sedih-sedih sementara mereka di sana seneng-seneng aja?
Bayangin adegan dramatis dimana kita memboroskan tissue,
sedangkan dia lagi asik lap-lapan tissue sama orang lain.

Ketiga, bayangin diri kita yang sedih melakukan hal-hal sia-sia,
sementara mereka di sana melakukan hal yang berguna untuk mereka.
Maksudnya, nih pikirin, ada abg patah hati yang besok ujian mat,
tapi si abg baru aja tau kalau orang yang dia sayang, gak sayang sama dia.
Dia jadi galau to the max, ga fokus belajar mat. Sedangkan orang itu?
Belajar dengan tekun. Hasilnya? Si abg galau ga lulus,
sedangkan orang yang digalauin, juara umum.
Sedih kan? Eh iya, itu sedih banget.. Baru meresap juga gue.

Bangkit guys!
Move on! Move on!
Susah? Emang! Tapi pasti bisa!
Kalo kepikiran, usahain kepikirannya jangan lama-lama.
Cepet-cepet alihin pikiran lu.
Jalan sama temen, ngobrol, bbm an, nonton, baca buku,
nulis, gambar, apapun deh!
Ambil waktu buat diri lu sendiri,
melakukan hal-hal untuk menenangkan diri lu sendiri.
Pergi ke suatu tempat baru, berkenalan dengan orang-orang baru.

Guys.
Life is good.
If you believe so.
If you think so.
If you do so.
It's all depends on you.

Patah hati? Kejadian alam itu mah.

26th.

2011-12-26T02:01:00.001+07:00

I thought I had passed it
The saddest night where I could feel it
Flashed back without missed it
and I thought I had forgotten it

But tonight when the mistletoe withered
and the jingle bells whispered
as well as the pine tree wizened
there I was left and whimpered

Remembering I once loved you
and was I once loved by you?
Is it my imagination of you?
When I was happily cherished by you?

The first and last of hold on twentieth,
euphonious happy birthday on fifth,
imperishable rose on nineth,
were all stolen by a surreptitious thieft

Were they stolen or vacuous from the beginning?
Looking for proofs whether they're existing,
so what am i waiting?
Now it's all clear, nothing

There's no Christmas left for me
Dear I raised a prayer for thee
Please at least deliver my meed
a simply 'I love you' from ed

Empathy

2011-12-03T10:18:00.003+07:00

I used to think.. about people who kill themselves over a broken heart..

I used to think they were weak, lame, etc..

I didn't even know that the hurt is indescribable like this..

But now I'm feeling it.

And it was superb.

Your brain can't even think clearly. All you're thinking is..

Why does this feel so painful..

You can hardly breath.. And you can feel your heart hardly beats..

The affect of a relationship in human's life is really something..

The brain keeps whispering, you want to die. .you dont want to live..

there's nothing that could make you feel better..

well I dont know if it is the brain or it is the evil..

Then i found out..

The hurt is indescribable that it makes you kill yourself.

why would you kill yourself?

because the only way to decrease the pain you're feeling

is to feel something more painful than itself..

Then you can cheer yourself up that, hey, it is not that hurt..

But sometimes it goes over that you wouldnt realize you're killing yourself.

That's what happened to people out there..

I think God's teaching me something here..

Empathy.. I can have it when i find out someone, probably a friend, is feeling this.

So to learn it, I have to know it, I have to feel it myself.

Yah, great -____-

This pain is superbbbbbb.. I pray so no one will feel this way anymore..

And do you know what makes me stay away from killing myself?

I used to have a habit, hurt myself. But from yesterday I didn't do a thing.

It's because I have God, family, and friends. That's it.

That's what make me different from people who kill themselves.

So we can not judge them being so weak, so lame, that they would kill themselves for a broken heart.

Maybe, if we were them, we would do the same.

Maybe they were just so lonely, didn't have someone to strengthen them.

Yeah, they probably didnt have God, family and friends.

Don't judge them ok?

Show people like them some love.

When you find out someone with a broken heart, cheer them up.

strengthen them. dont leave them.

If they do something stupid, your abandoned is one of the cause.

You dont want to kill people right?

so, show some love to people surround you.

You'll need them either one day later.

The heart really feels it..

2011-12-02T19:27:00.001+07:00

I don't know why it is called broken heart until I felt it.

Our heart really feels the pain..

i think, i love you?

2011-08-06T23:56:00.002+07:00

life isn't all about love, is it?

but most of times, love is our main thought.

you know, teenagers. #giggling.

so here's a story. another story.

the old one ended.

it was a week. hectic one.

full of early morning(s), late afternoon(s),

use of voices, energy, strength, and love.

yes, the part we're gonna talk about is love.

how could love grow? maybe that's the main question.

by spending time together?

by talks?

by touch?

by eye contact?

we didn't even realize.

it just grew. bigger and bigger. right?

i don't even realize that i have reached this point.

i just remember that i spent a week with you(s).

but after that, it's just a you. yes, without (s).

i just remember that i loved you(s).

but now, you're a thing i'm thinking about.

i just remember that i hugged you(s).

but now, you're the only i one i want to.

how could you? i don't have a clue.

well. #sigh.

i want your talks. your attendance. your attention.

i miss your jokes. your humming. your silly stuffs.

do i love you?

still don't have a clue.

i don't even realize that i smile when you smile.

that i feel safe when you're here either there for me.

that i wait for your sight.

listen, i don't even realize.

and suddenly, here i am.

i think, i love you.

love and decision

2011-07-02T00:55:00.004+07:00

love is a complicated matter.

know why? here's a story.

a story which leads us to make a decision.

a decision that affects our tomorrow.

yes, our future, our days for the next months,

our months for the next years.

and we will never know, will we regret it.. or be grateful about it.

of course, we should never be ungrateful.

but admit it, deep in your heart, you're shouting yourself.

"he should be mine!"

"where are you? we have to go to John's house now!" she was talking on the phone while putting her make up.

"yeah, i'll be there in 10 minutes." the voice over there as rushing, sounded like running along while talking on the phone.

"alright, see you in the alley in 10 minutes." she hang up and took her purse, going down the stairs.

"Mom, Dad, I'm going, see ya!" she waved to her parents and left.

She met her friend, Jasmine, and went along the road.

"Why is he telling us to go this far.. This is tiring.." Jasmine said while they were crossing the road.

"Jas!" she pulled Jasmine to her direction before the truck would hit her.

"What's on your mind?! Are you crazy?" she shouted.

"Sorry.. and thanks by the way." Jasmine said softly while she pulled Jasmine's hands and crossed over the road, safely.

"What's wrong? You look screwed." she ask Jasmine softly, still holding Jamine's hands. She knew exactly that her bestfriend was worrying about something, or someone perhaps.

"You know.. I just can't move on.." Jasmine talked as they were walking along the road to John's house.

"Adam?" she asked, slowly.

"Yeah.. He... He contacted me by mails.. He said.... He wanted to have a cup of coffee with me.." Jasmine looked far away.. "And when I went with him.. It was a nice time.. I knew i haven't get over him, Mon.. You know.. I still love him.. But when we finished, we split up, went home, and in the taxi, i saw her.. walking to Adam.. and Adam kissed her tenderly.." Jasmine continued the story.

"What?!" she shouted angrily, they're almost at John's house.

"I'm sorry, okay.. I'm sorry for not hearing you to stay away from him." Jasmine looked at her feet, feeling guilty and.. heart broken.

"Oh baby... I'm not here to judge you. well, i'm kindda pissed. but.." she took a deep breath. "just tell me ok, another time if he tried to contact you. at least, i'm there to remind you." she continued while pressing John's doorbell.

Not long after, John went out from the house. And they're ready to take a stroll.

She, Jasmine, John and his brother, Matthew, and John's lover, Louissa.

They had a great night, a sweet one.

They had amazing talks and jokes, memorable.

They bond a friendship, unbearable.

"Take care, Monica." Matthew smiled to her.

"Thanks.. You too." she smiled back and went to her house.

Inside, she was thinking about someone she had spent the night with.

the one with the smile and laugh. the one with the phrase, "Take care, Monica."

It was late at night, she was turning on her computer.

smiling and kept telling the world how happy she was and how sweet the night was.

"hey mooo neee cccahhhh!" Jasmine said hi on skype.

"hey you, my lover." she replied.

"ikhhhh, don't be a lesb! with me. :P what re you doin?" Jasmine asked.

"nothin, just foolin around twitter. you?" she answered.

"i'm doing great things." Jasmined answered.

"dont' be silly. what re you doin?" she started to get curious.

"falling in love." Jasmine answered in a blink of eye.

"OMG OMG OMG! seriously?! or you're tryin to fool me?!" she was shocked.

"nahhhhhhh, i'm serious. he distracted me from ADAM! how cool is that?!" Jasmine answered.

"wowwwwwwww. good for you. so happy hearing this, you know. at least i'm not gonna pull someone over before she's going to hit by a truck :P" she mocked.

"heyy, shutt upppppp! lol. Matthew's cute, darl, arghhhhhhh" Jasmine said.

She freezed. Speechless. She took minutes to process what just Jasmine said.

"LOL." she typed, slowly.

What should she do? Letting herself got a broken heart?

Slowly but sure, she typed.

"you two will make a great couple! good for you, sweetheart!"

-to be continued.

Gifted Hands, Ben Carson.

2011-06-15T22:46:00.004+07:00

Gifted Hands, The Ben Carson Story.

This film is superb. Yes it is!!!!

I watched it twice.

First on HBO then I can't help myself to buy the DVD.

Well, the reason I bought the DVD is this film fires my heart.

Yes, I have guts to achieve my dreams, to stop wasting my time.

So I talk to myself, 'Hey you should have one of this film's DVD.

So in times you are tired of all the obstacles

you'll find when you're achieving your dreams,

you can watch this again. And yeah, it fires again!'

Here I am, just watched this film. Superb.

It's a real story, it's true.

And sure you can do just like Ben has done.

If anybody can do it, you can do it too. Except, you can do it better.

I quote it from the film too.

Ben had a childhood that made him felt impossible to make a history.

A great, inspiring, and unforgettable.

But the fact, he does!

He is the most terrific neurosurgeon.

So people, my suggestion is. Watch it.

You won't feel sorry either.

Take the risk of watching this movie.

hey you,read yourself.

2011-05-31T21:16:00.002+07:00

i should know it from the very first.

that loving you is such a risky decision.

most of my friends told me to stop.

to stop loving you.

well somehow, i thought myself told me to stop too.

but i just cant, i can't...

i'll always pray for you to be better.

i never miss a night without your name in my prayer.

why is that? a simple answer.

i love you.

i'll always be here to support you.

to remind you to change, to keep your commitment.

why is that? once again, a simple reason.

i love you.

i'll never leave you alone.

count me in, i want to be there with you.

why is that? still the same reason.

i love you.

though you hurt me times. too much. uncountable matters.

but my forgiveness is just the same. uncountable for you too.

why is that? though sometimes i deny it.

but yes, i love you.

i love you.

and i still do. though in the end, you'll be better.

or somehow, best. but you're just not belong with me.

i guess that's the point of what i am saying.

though the risk is painful.

still count me in, baby.

i love you. and will always be there for you.

and support you to be better. to change positively.

though you're not belong to me.

not now, not later, not forever.

even you'll change to the best man ever.

and still, you're not mine.

it's ok.

i love you. and maybe, that's enough.

for now.

see ya, love.

it's a risk, not a definite end.

He makes the end, not me.

so, prepare yourself.

visions.dreams

2011-05-27T19:40:00.003+07:00

visions. dreams.
they're all things that make us keep living.
if you don't have even one, go dig a grave.

personally, i think visions are important.

they make me have things to do, things worth to fight for.

they make me have future, have tomorrow.

they make me be me, express myself.

and what are my visions and dreams?

first of all, my main dreams are the same dreams

all the women in the world have.

be a wife, be a mother.

have a family who bless families.

yeah, those are my main dreams. or jobs, actually.

come on, being a wife and a mother is every woman's destiny.

not only by having a birth, but by loving children is also being a mother.

and then. children.

yeah, i don't know since when my heart is having those children.

God puts them in my heart and supplies me

with what i need to make my visions come true.

i love children. i love seeing their expression.

a pure and free soul to dream.

my vision is to be blessings for children.

make a place for the lost one,

make a way to understand the different one,

make a family for the home-less and parent-less.

i want to make a home, where the children,

can learn the love of Jesus,

can maximize talents from Him,

can have the best character they're born to be.

childhood affects life. so much.

that's why, making the children have a good childhood

is the best way to produce best disciples of Jesus.

so they'll be eagles that soar with the wings of God in the storm.

how beautiful, right?

my teacher taught me to do things that support my vision.

so i'm starting to join my school's program,

teaching the children who can't afford school.

i hope my visions will come true. love you, kids. *kisses,hugs*

so, what about you?

what're yours?

come and share, please :)

sincerely,

O.A

songs that tell love.

2011-05-21T22:44:00.003+07:00

love is a list of songs.

you never regret that you heard them. and..

yes, you'll miss them all.

Aku Mau-Once

it's awkward to remember how i loved you that much.

it's too late, darling. things aren't the same.

this song is old, i won't buy again.

When You Love Someone-Endah n Rhesa

friendship vs love. i chose friendship, and i never regret it.

Maafkan-Rio Febrian

most regretful. not i did, but i do. that's why i called it regretful.

p.s: i'm still here right now. taking care without you realize.

Teardrops on My Guitar-Taylor Swift

i crazed for guitar at the time you crazed for her.

you talked her to me, yes, i faked a smile so you wouldn't see.

Heart Heart Heartbreak-Boys Like Girls

you broke it. the second time.

Officially Missing You-Tamia

you broke it twice. still. can't help myself.

i miss you though.....

You're Not Sorry-Taylor Swift

how could you..? thrice.

this. is. pathetic.

Kisah Yang Salah-Glen Fredly

lamest. i don't get this now.

i don't even remember how i got this.

Masih Ada-Ello

dearest. this blog won't fit my apology for you.

come man, you can find someone better than me.

we just don't meant to be together.

we're most cute when we're friends. trust me.

1,2,3,4-Plain White T's

lovely. those days, unforgettable.

we're just too perfect to fit one another.

unfortunately, "too" is making it stop working.

Rasa Ini-Vierra

cutest. most romantic.

the rainy night my heart got attack.

lol. mi grosso estrella.

kindda miss you, as friend.as bestfriend.

Just The Two of Us-Bill Withers

the first time the song got me.

i adore, i admire you.

that's it. i get it know.

Need You Now-Lady Antebellum

91 days. won't love you if i don't know you.

sweet enough, just not that sweet to hold me longer.

be happy, for yours is mine as well.

Pandangan Pertama-Ran

i know it from the very first.

but grandma won't marry grandchild.

there, there, boy.

i love you purely, like a grandma to her grandchild.

Untitled-Maliq D'Essensial

friend to lover. your sweet smile and warm voice.

calm down, your girl is too sweet as well.

i'm in love with you two so, go ahead.

i think i'll be happy as well.

unpredicted.love(again)

2011-05-03T21:34:00.003+07:00

do you ever fall in love with a guy you never predicted?

well. i am doing it right now.

it's just a simple friend.

a fun laugh.

a hearty smile.

a silly joke.

a memorable hang out.

yes, we're just a cute friend together.

until the time i felt that i'm falling in love.

which make me, really really falling in love.

not with the guy i had predicted.

but with you, yes you..

it's awkward when i realized...

that the eyes made me feel comfortable..

that the voice made me feel calm..

that the jokes made me..forget all the sadness..

and finally.. the art made me sure..

that i'm falling in love with him.

*sigh*

why is it harder when i realized that i'm in love with my own friend?

because it feels so un-right? or hard? or what?

why is this happening............

the geek-in-love,

o.a

you, yes you..

2011-05-02T23:12:00.003+07:00

i talked to you, yes you..

about his beautiful eyes..

charming smile..

and breezing voice..

i told you, yes you..

about his sweet acts..

cute jokes..

and lovely intonation..

i cried to you, yes you..

about all the wishes..

hopes for a happy ending..

and don't forget the ever after..

but then i realized..

the shimmering eyes..

warm smile..

and joyful laughs of you, yes you..

and i started to miss..

the weird acts..

silly jokes..

and broken song from you, yes you..

maybe what she needs to do is..

what i am doing right now.

realizing that you, yes you..

are the best happiness that ever been hers..

and when she realize her truly happiness..

which i am sure that is you, yes you..(what else could be better than you?)

i wish i could smile and wave joyfully..

letting you take her hands and walk down the paths..

hey you, yes you..

you make me write these..poems?

and you make me heard a song for times..(love song for sure -__-)

you, yes you.. i think.. i am in love with you..

mein beste Gluck.. mein gebrochen melodie.. :)

Kiss the Rain

2011-04-17T20:54:00.006+07:00

(read this story while you are hearing kiss the rain by yiruma)

“It’s a long long time ago..” grandma started her story

“in a place called watershores , a girl live with the capturing nature..”

Grandma’s voices brought me deeply into the story.. The sweetest story i’ve ever heard.

A sweet girl was running with her dog. The trees around her smiled widely and protected her from the rain.

The girl fell under a big tree. She was exhausted and lost.

She’s in the middle of a forbidden forest in her village, Watershores.

She had no idea what bring her there.

She remembered her mother’s word, “Stay away from the forest, good girl.”

She cried and whispered to her dog, Stanley, “I’m no longer a good girl.”

Then slowly she closed her eyes.

The rain keep falling, but the trees stood still and tried to protect the girl with their branches and leaves.

Then a magical light covered the girl and suddenly the trees where the girl sleep under it changed into a man.

The man hugged the girl deeply, and brought her to a cave.

The girl waked up ten minutes later. She found the boy was cooking something in the fire.

And Stanley slept next to him. She felt warm inside when she saw him.

The man smiled sweetly and said, “Hey. I’m a forest fairy. I take care of this forest. Don’t be afraid. I won’t harm you.”

The girl was sure the fairy won’t harm her. He looked very nice and handsome.

“Well. I know that. You look kind. I’m Giselle. Nice to meet you.”

Suddenly thunder roared. Giselle shout and started to cried. The fairy hugged her until she stopped crying.

When Giselle stopped crying, her cheeks blushed like a little tomato.

The fairy giggled and said, “You’re a very sweet girl. Here your porridge. Eat it carefully.”

Giselle ate the porridge and then fell asleep.

The fairy covered her with his magical lights and looked up to the sky.

“The rain is stopping. I have to go back. Take care Giselle.”

Then the fairy walked out from the cave under the rain.Giselle woke up without the fairy near her.

She walked out of the cave and went to the biggest tree where she was fainted last night.

She hugged the tree and whispered, “Thanks my fairy. When will we meet again?”

She took a deep breath and walked outside the forest.

Giselle couldn’t stop thinking about the fairy, so handsome and mature.

“When can i meet him again... That time... It was raining hardly...Maybe i should go back there in a rainy time...” she thought.

Then she did it. In a rainy day she went back to the forest and found the fairy standing there.

“I’ve waited for you.” The fairy smiled to her.

Then years passed. Giselle and the fairy fell in love.

They hadsweet moments in rain and snow. Summer was a hard time for two of them.

They couldn’t meet each other under the sun.

Then one day under a rain, they both were sitting inside the cave with two cups of sweet ginger tea.

Giselle had grown up into a sweet lady. But the fairy looked the same, mature and handsome.

“For years i have called you my fairy. What’s your true name?” Giselle asked the fairy.

“Well then tell me first that you love me.” The fairy smiled.

“Heyy. You should say it first...” Giselle hugged the fairy’s arm.

“Okay okay...I love you..” the fairy said softly.

“I love you too..” Giselle sad and they both kissed.

“My name is Regen...” the fairy told Giselle after the kissed.

“It’s a sweet name.” Giselle giggled.

“Hey. Don’t laugh at my name.” Regen tickled Giselle and they both laughed happily.

For years Giselle went to the forest in every rainy day. And that was her last day..

Giselle waited for a rainy day.

She wanted to tell Regen that she was pregnant. She was sure that it was Regen’s child.

Then a rainy day came. She ran to the forest and found the trees there were all cut down.

She found Regen was lying down on the ground.

“Giselle.. I’m sorry..” groaned Regen.

“Regen! Hold on. Don’t leave me...

I have very good news for you.Please...Stay with me, Regen...

We will have a child. A child from our love...” Giselle cried and her tears fell together with the rain drops.

“I love you, Giselle... I’ll always stay with you. At time you miss me, just kiss the rain...

Then you’re kissing me...” Regen smiled and wiped the tears on Giselle’s face.

“Regen...Please...I love you...” Giselle hugged Rain and kissed him.

Slowly Regen changed into magical lights that flew into the air and blurred in the rain.

Giselle cried and tried to catch the raindrops. Slowly she kissed the rain..

“Started from that day, Giselle always kisses the rain...” Grandma ended her story.

“and you know what? Regen means rain in Deutch..” she added.

My tears fell from my eyes.

“Oh Grandma Diana, it was the sweetest fairytale I’ve ever heard.” I hugged her deeply.

“Well then it’s time to sleep, dear...” my mother suddenly came into the room.

I went to my room after kissed Grandma. In a late of night I woke up.

I went to the kitchen to drink milk. It was raining when I passed the balcon.

I saw Grandma standing there and kissed the rain.

I could hear she whispered, “Regen, I miss you so much... Love you...”

I was surprised at a moment.. But then I heard her sang a song.

The melody was the same with the music sheets she gave me, named Kiss The Rain.

I sat down and listened to her. It was a very sweet..and honest song..

I often close my eyes

And I can see you smile

You reach out for my hand

And I'm woken from my dream

Although your heart is mine

It's hollow inside

I never had your love

And I never will

And every night

I lie awake

Thinking maybe you love me

Like I've always loved you

But how can you love me

Like I loved you when

You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way

To be so in love

To have someone there

Yet feel so alone

Aren't you supposed to be

The one to wipe my tears

The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still

My reflection is there

I see you holding me

But then you disappear

All that is left of you

Is a memory

On that only, exists in my dreams

I don't know what hurts you

But I can feel it too

And it just hurts so much

To know that I can't do a thing

And deep down in my heart

Somehow I just know

That no matter what

I'll always love you

I often close my eyes

And I can see you smile

You reach out for my hand

And I'm woken from my dream

Although your heart is mine

It's hollow inside

I never had your love

And I never will

So why am I still here in the rain

"Oh Dear, why were you sleeping here?" Grandma Diana found Chaconne slept on the couch near the balcon door.

She kissed her in the forehead, and took her in to the bed.

"Do you see her Regen? She has your smile..

She's our sweet grandchild.." Grandma Diana smiled and tiptoe-ing out of her room..

song by: Yiruma

lyrics by: Hienie

story by: Owena Ardra

lifestyle, lifestyle

2010-12-23T22:25:00.002+07:00

hello people!

gw baru saja menyadari beberapa masalah dalam menulis.

hmm, begini, kebanyakan,

gw lagi di jalan kemana, trs liat ssuatu yang menginspirasi,

dan banyak banget pendapat gw yang mau gw tuangkan dalam tulisan.

yah berhubung gw lagi di jalan, gw simpen dulu deh.

dan pas di rumah? hilang semuanya.

gajadi nulis deh.

jadi, mulai sekarang, gw nulis apa-apa di hape dulu.

baru gw tuangkan ke sini.

so here's for today!

Lifestyle.

it's quite a word, right?

it changes from time to time, century to century,

years to years, months to months,

weeks to weeks even days to days.

and why do people keep following it?

because they make us accepted.

and we want to be accepted, connected

with all of the people surround us,

that are secretly doing the same thing like us.

we choose the lifestyle, that we thought,

will make us accepted by a community where we

feel comfortable, our idols.

we're controlled by lifestyle, not controlling.

sometimes, it's really hard to stand for right things.

while we re seeing so many fun with the sin that is in.

something unnecessary.

and we're starting to ask, why, how, etc.

why cant we be like them? and how can we be like them?

that's human. very human.

i'm a girl from a happy family.

i thank God much for being there. and our economy is good.

i mean, i'm still alive right?

i'm studying in a school, have a mobilephone, etc.

God bless us abundantly.

i hang out with my friends, where most of them live

the fabulous life. well i dont know if it is or isn't.

but the fact is, they spend much more money

than i do.

Some of them buy rings. shoes,

dresses, etc, with an amount of money that is

a little bit over i guess, for a regular student like us,

not a fashion person or public figure that maybe needed to be fashionable.

and they go to the mall, eat this, eat that, watch this watch that.

and i'm wondering, how much money do they have there?

and whose money? and how long do they parents take to gain it again?

they have more money than my bro have, and my bro is workin.

well, humanly, i feel pity for myself, which is a very not good thoughts.

i feel so poor, i guess, hanging around them.

i bring a little amount of money to the high class mall.

at first i thought it was a lot of money.

but when i took a look to my friends,

and the cost here, i could spend it in seconds.

and my parents? they have to work and work, sweat and sweat to gain it again.

then, i tried to look downside.

out there, i'm sure there're

a lot of people that can't eat for a whole day,

cant go to school, buy new clothes,

dont have phones, houses, or never have vacation with their fam.

then what? life isn't fair?

no. because i think every condition that we have,

we are doing right now,

it's the best for us. you know,

the highest point that we can handle.

if we reach more than here, we maybe could forget everyone else,

selfishness eating our soul and heart.

who knows? well, God knows.

so dont think too much, why are you stuck in this point.

the answer is, God knows the best.

just be thankful, it makes condition a lot of better.

thankful means you thank God.

thank God means, you dont waste a single blessings away.

you use it carefully, maximumly, just to serve God,

not human.

well, it's hard.

but i'm sure, with God, nothing impossible.

well, it's kindda talkonlynoaction.

but, let's try ok? trying, asking God's help.

So people,

let us learn and try with God.

see ya :D

i love You more God and i know You love me most!

Mother's day :)

2010-12-22T18:55:00.002+07:00

HAPPY MOM'S DAY! :)

yey! today's mom's day!

exciting huh? :D

well, for me, it's a very day.

last night i'm working with the card for my mom.

i made it with all my effort.

i used the flowers that i had been drying for months.

yeah, i hope she loves it.

mother's day.......

it's not just a day when mothers could take a rest,

take a chill, no cookin, workin, or anything else.

i guess today is the day to be thoughtful about all of mothers.

kenapa mereka dipanggil seorang ibu?

menurut gw, bukan hanya karena mereka pernah melahirkan.

ya itu juga sih, tapi buat gw, arti 'ibu' itu jauh lebih dari itu.

buat gw sendiri, nyokap adalah amazing woman.

dia bener-bener wanita yang kuat, tabah dan tangguh banget.

dia sabar banget ngadepin bokap dan anak2nya.

cuman, beliau tuh sering terlalu khawatir.

emang sih, wajar aja, namanya juga orang tua.

tapi khawatir nya tuh menjurus ke curiga gitu.

terus ujung-ujungnya beliau jadi menyalahkan diri sendiri.

dan gw paling gasuka, liat orang tua gw begitu.

gw ga tega aja gitu.

mereka uda cape cape ngebesarin gw dll,

tapi masih aja merasa bersalah.

gw uda bersyukur banget punya orang tua seperti mereka.

gw bisa seperti ini skg ini,

sekolah dll, ya karena mereka.

gw bener-bener bangga sama mereka,

gw seneng banget dengerin cerita-cerita hidup mereka,

menurut gw bener-bener bermeaning banget.

walau gw jg gatau, knp bnyk juga,

wanita-wanita di luar sana,

yang tidak mengasihi anaknya.

mereka membunuh anaknya sendiri, ngejual, dll.

yahh, dunia emang makin mengerikan.

makanya walau gw rada tomboy gini,

cuman impian terbesar gw adalah menjadi istri dan ibu yang bijak.

yang berharga di mata TUhan.

berharga di mata Tuhan adalah yang terpenting.

karena itu artinya gw serve siapapun dengan yang terbaik.

well, gw berdoa, supaya di hari ibu ini,

tidak hanya sekedar merayakan,

tapi wanita-wanita di dunia ini, semakin menyadari perannya masing-masing.

ya, menjadi wanita seutuhnya, yang lemah lembut, dan membawa damai

buat orang orang di sekitarnya.

so people,

let's take seconds to think.

if you're a woman, think about our momsy,

pray for her, and be better than her.

and dont forget to pray for another women in the world.

so we, together as woman, can do our part well in every situation and condition.

if you're a man, think about your momsy,

pray for her, and apreciate every woman just like your mother.

pray for all the men in the world, to appreciate women,

and to lead them to righteousness.

behind a successful man, there is a success woman..

behind a joyous woman, there is a gentle man..

and remember people!

mom is human too! she does mistakes.

lets forgive her :)

GBU!

i love You more God. and i know You love me most!

God and us

2010-12-21T01:04:00.002+07:00

oke here i am..

early in the morning..

with thoughts went all over the place..

what am i thinking?

still the same topic from days yesterday..

the teenagers prob, monkey love.

lol.

well well,

forget about that.

let's talk about my mother.

ok.

akhr akhr ini gw lg sering ngbrol sama nykb.

soal deket sama Tuhan.

yeah, krn kt ngerasain bgt apa bedanya.

saat gw mulai rajin saat teduh,

gw berasa lebi tenang kali ya,

lebi bisa mengontrol diri.

jd td gw ngbrol2 sama nykb soal ini.

dan emg beliau jg setuju sama pendapat gw.

dia ga bisa bayangin deh, gmna jadinya keluarga gw,

kalo kita ga kenal sama Tuhan.

yaa, emg sih, deket sama Tuhan,

ga ngejamin hidup bakal tambah kaya,

ato penuh sama berita bahagia.

yang namanya ujian pasti ada,

cuman kita hadapin ujian it sama Tuhan skg,

jd lebih kuat, lebih damai, lebih sukacita.

lebih tenang, lebih optimis.

lagian Tuhan pasti tau yang terbaik buat kita kan.

Tuhan tau ampe batasan mana kita mampu,

ampe batasan mana kita ga lupa diri.

semua yang Tuhan kasi ke kita skg,

pasti yang sesuai dengan kemampuan kita,

yang terbaik buat kita.

oh btw akhr akhr ini gw lg dikuatin banget

sama lagunya Franky Sihombing yang Lebih Lama Lagi.

dan lagunya Nikita yang Pelangi Sehabis Hujan.

mantab kali dah :D

coba donlod aja, ato search di youtube.

sekian dulu deh people,

oh satu lagi!

Comtine D'Un Autre Ete(L'Apres Midi) - Yann Tiersen

itu juga enak banget! menurut gw sih melodi nya bener2

kuat, jujur, dan duh enak deh, ap ada nya gitu.

so people,

God knows best.

and it's the best to be near with God.

you'll smile through the storm, calmly believe and trust Him.

a wonderful future, beyond your imagination,

is created by God just for you!

i love You more God and i know You love me most!

stupid bird. err. that's kindda me.

2010-12-15T02:02:00.003+07:00

"selama dia bahagia, gw juga bahagia. sesederhana itu."

sepertinya kalimat ini yang gw sedang terapkan.

sepertinya agak bodoh.

atau memang bodoh.

*sigh*

seperti..

burung yang tau dia bakal terjerat ke perangkap.

dan bakal di kurung, di jual, dan di makan mungkin?

gw tuh kyk tu burung..

uda terperangkap..

ini lg ada celah buat keluar..

tp kok rasanya males keluar, karena gw suka sama perangkapnya.

nah kan!

sampe sini aja uda bodoh, masa ada burung yang suka sama perangkap? :/

dan sepertinya gw memutuskan buat keluar..

daripada gw ngambang gajelas..

antara mati dan hidup..

oke lebai..

oke enough with another ababil's prob.

well, today's a lot of fun!

bbq an sama temen2.

terus seru2an, maenin maenan ddnya temen gw.

yang lucunya dipanggil dd juga.

jadi kita maenin maenannya ddnya si dd.

hahhaahha!

kita ntn kindda horror movie?

i dont know exactly what's the genre.

membingungkan sih.

adegannya cuman di lift, pembunuhan2 gitu.

rada gajelas ah.

guess what's the name?

DEVIL!

yeah, not so good, not so good.

this is not 15 minutes post.

and i gotta go now.

wanna play and forget the player of my heart.

euw, what a nickname! player of my heart lol.

so people,

stop being a stupid bird.

and pray for me so i wont be one.

see ya!

i love You more God. and i know You love me most!

another humanity thoughts!

2010-12-14T00:49:00.003+07:00

so, here another 15 minutes thoughts.

what's in my mind?

i know i'm insane, mad, supersilly.

but i can't deny myself.

it's him.

yes, the fakingheart that make me fell twice.

twice too much you know, too much..

it's kindda ridiculous, isnt it?

when we re being thoughtful about someone not even worth a penny.

garggggggghhhhh.

then what should i do????!

i just cant deny that i really care about him..

ok enough with the english.

damn i love Indonesia so much! lol

gw galau banget dah rasanya -_-

gw tau banget, dia tuh pasti cuman boongin gw.

dia di luar sana, pasti dengan gampangnya melakukan hal itu

kepada yang lain2, jadi kenapa gw masih ttep...

sayang?

gw gatau sih ini sayang ato bukan..

tapi gw bener2 berharap dia bisa berubah,

dan mau serius, berkomitmen..

atau setidaknya, berenti bikin gw galau..

dengan bahasa nya, dengan sikapnya,

yang membuat gw, nyaman......

jadi hanya ada dua pilihan.

dia berubah.

atau dia berhenti.

yg gw harapkan ya dia berubah..

cuman seperti nya terlalu beresiko deh,

dia pernah gituin gw sekali,

pasti ada kedua, ketiga, keempat..

bukan pasti juga sih, bisa aja gitu mksudnya.

dia berhenti.

walau gw bakal nyariin dan kangen2 ababil gitu,

tapi gw rasa itu lebih baik drpd terombang ambing,

galau ababil kyk begini.

antara merasa dia serius ato ngga.

mendingan dia sekalian berenti berhub sama gw.

walau sebagai sahabat doang,

tapi bener2 beresiko buat gw nya..

gw gatau kenapa, tp emg gampang buat dia bkin gw..

ya tau lah mksud gw apa..

aduh post hari ini ababil sekali -_-

gw memikirkan kelanjutannya.

kalo dia serius, apa bener2 bakal lancar?

kalo dia berhenti, apa dia bakal menyesal?

duh duh, bener2 ya, mikirin hal kyk gini gaenak banget.

ya ini semua bener2 karena dia nge hub gw lg hari ini.

jadi gw bner2 langsung kepikiran lagi.

gw jujur, maunya ya begitu.

cuman bener2 deh beresiko banget.

ampun gw ngmg muter2 doang drtd -_-

oke mari ganti topik.

gw jg lg mikir tadi pergi sama temen2,

enak banget deh, seru dan akhrnya kt bs jalan bareng lg...

abs photoshoot di suropati,

kita ke GI trs ke pelangi.

di pelangi enak sih, duduk, ngbrol2, curhat2.wkwkwk

yah, emg ini yg gw mau, kebersamaannya,

duduk ngbrol dan curhat sbnrnya ga msti jau2 ke pelangi kan?

bs kok di wgp, ato di sunter, ato dimana kek yg dket.

gw bukan mau tmpt yg jauh jg, tp gw lebih memilih

kebersamaaannya, keakrabannya, dll hehe..

yaampun, bner2 ya lebih nyaman gw mkirin temen2 gw daripada

that ababil thingy. hahahahha!

yahh,shabat emg lebih berharga daripada begituan..

tar kalo uda menikah, uda jadi satu, baru deh beda lagi ceritanya..

tp masi jauh bgt kan? skg waktunya buat cari sahabat sebanyak2nya..

yah, sebatas sahabat, ga lebih..

tapi kalo buat jujur ya emg susah juga.

apalagi di jaman seperti ini, semua serba pasangan.

manusiawi, gw jg mau deh, hahahha.

siapa sih yg gamau?

tapi ya gw punya mimpi tersendiri.

dan sepertinya Tuhan bantuin gw buat wujudin tu mimpi banget.

the first, the last, the only one.

itu mimpi gw buat pasangan gw nanti.

gw mau itu terwujud, di satu sisi,

gw rada tergoda juga sama godaan yang ada.

dasar ya emang ababil,

eh salah deh, semua manusia emg begitu.

udahan ah, panjang banget sih bener2. wkwk.

well people.

remember, the world is not all about boyandgirlsittingunderatree.

and, humanity is kindda hard thing right?

itu jadi alasan di setiap kesalahan.

argh, human, human.

and i guess the most important one,

we must always remember.

we cant do a thing without God.

and God can make us fight our humanity.

God bless!

i love You more God and i know You love me most!

experience is the best teacher.

2010-12-12T23:03:00.003+07:00

hmm. ada game seru dari temen gw.

selama 15 menit ini gw disuru nulis gitu apa yang ada di otak gw.

hihi lucu ya lucu ya. jadi kalo ni post akhirannya gajelas,

im sorry babyyy!

here i go.

apa yg lagi di otak gw? banyak banget ampe bingung mau nulis yang mana.

tapi yg lg hot topic di otak gw yah..

gw jatuh di lubang yang sama.

spertinya keledai lebih lihai daripada gw dalam memilih lubang buat jatuh.

ga juga sih, gw asal ngmg doang wakakkakaa.

oke fokus. gw jatuh di lubang yang sama.

untuk seorang yang ga penting, ga worthed.

well, yang kedua sih ga sedalam pertama.

tapi tetep lah gondok. astaga deh.

kmrn gw lg kesel2nya, rasanya gw pengen dia ngerasain

apa yang gw rasain. gw mau dia nyesel uda berbuat ini.

cuman hari ini gw uda ke gereja.

gw uda way too much better buat mikir begitu.

walau masih kesel dan agak jahat,

at least, gw lebi mau dia berubah skg.

dia berubah beneran, bukan cuman f***ing faking.

gw gamau dia ampe gituin orang laen,

dan gw gamau ada orang laen digituin.

gw masih kesel sih, dan sedih.

dan gw masih jahat dengan ngejek dia gitu :D

well that's quite human right?

humanity, i cant deny!

gw mesti belajar lebih banyak lagi soal mengasihi.

mengasihi seperfect Tuhan, who could???!

tapi kalo itu terus yg gw pikirin, gw ga akan ada kemauan buat mengasihi.

so, i'll try, buat belajar punya hati setulus Tuhan,

siapa tau gw dimampukan gitu sama TUhan?

hihihi.

tadi gw ngejek orangnya gitu deh d fb..

temen gw kasi gw wall ngejek tu orang,

trs gw lgs ngakak, gw like, gw suru temen2 gw like.

HAHAHAHAHAHHA!

ngejek nya ga parah2 amat kok..

*mencari pembelaan diri*

woi uda berapa lama nih? wakakwwa.

tapi emg bener deh, gw bener2 bisa jauh lebih lega,

lupa sama masalah gw, kalo denger curhat orang laen.

itu bisa bikin gw bersyukur jg,

dan ga egois, krn, gw sadar ga cuman gw yg punya masalah.

everybody has! and it ain't easy.

so people,

experience is the best teacher. although i still didnt learn much.

but i'll try to learn better.

and i think i should learn more about loving,

and the world is not all about me.

i love You more God. and i know You love me most!

amazing seniors.

2010-10-29T19:01:00.003+07:00

well..

inspirations came to me in a very funny time.

in a toilet, yes in a toilet.

i was thinking about my day today.

i was pissed because of somethings.

and my history test didnt get the score i hv expected.

i thought there's some mistake, maybe.

but if i really got 6? what will be my response?

*sigh* i want to give thanks, still be thankful.

but i just dont know if i could be thankful in that kind of situation or no.

i guess i'll try, i'll learn. if i really get 6,

i'll give thanks, and punish myself for not studying hardly enough.

i was thinking about giving thanks.

then something popped out in my mind.

i register for the student's organization in my school.

and a friend of mine told me "you sure will be approve!"

but in my mind, i didnt feel that confidence.

i'm afraid, if i hope too much, i'll get disappointed and forget to give thanks.

so i told God, if he's letting me to be in that organization,

i want to be such a blessing for it. i want to show everybody there,

that God loves them and blesses them too much.

and if he's not letting me, well, i ask him strength to still be thankful.

to still be such a blessing and loving person,

maybe i can try to be committee in many events.

and then i started to think about the interview i'll get.

i'll be interview to join that organization.

and a friend of mine told me that one of the question maybe sound like this,

"why do you want to join this organization?"

and i thought what would i answer..

maybe this sounds too naive, or whatever.

it depends on your response.

i want to be a part of the organization since i have my

days in student orientation program.

not to take revenge on what they have done.

but to reply all of the kindness they have done.

honestly, i was pissed at that time.

i had to do every detail of measurement in my attributes, etc.

i was pissed to wake up too early in the morning.

but then when i tried to accept everything,

i tried to learn, what were they telling me, i was impressed.

i admired them, my seniors who were orientating me.

we woke up at 5 a.m

and they were already at school at that time.

we went home late for doing the punishment and others.

and they went home much late than us.

we slept late, doing all our assignment.

and they slept much more late, preparing themselves for orientating us.

we, the junior, were punished, if we come late.

but if they come late, they're punished too, but their punishment were heavier.

we enjoyed much holiday, too much, because we had the final government test sooner this year.

but they only had few days on holiday, and still, they had to come to school,

preparing our orientation program.

we didnt show much respect to them, and sometimes we hurt their feelings.

but still, they control their emotion, appreciate us.

we didnt pay much attention when they're explaining us about our assignment.

but if they did some wrong explanation, they said sorry, and take punishments.

we wrote our homework, and still we got wrong.

but they had to write it in a big paper, brainstorming, making all those symbols for our hw.

we had to learn a traditional, awkward song. we learned the lyrics, and not all the melody.

but they, in their holiday, learned the lyrics and the melody till they could sang it without thinking.

we had our flag ceremony everyday, and had to stand under the sun, sweating, and pissed.

but they had to stand under the sun longer than us, preparing for our flag ceremony and some "baris berbaris" lesson for us, and still, they had to clean those fields again, while we're sitting, drinking some water in our class.

we went for some trip, full of fun, games, and lessons.

and they had to prepare everything, survey the place, preparing the method of the games, brainstorming what will we learn from all the games there.

we sat on the chair of a big army vehicle.

and they sat on the floor of the vehicle, if we let them sit on the chair, they smiled and refused.

we went home late for the trip.

but they had to wait for us to get home, than they could get home.

and at that time, i fell in love with them.

every of them.

maybe, they thought what were they doing was a simple, ordinary thing.

"well, everybody will do that", or "it's our responsibility,

we're just doing what we supposed to do."

yes, you're taking your responsibility.

but not everybody could do that.

not everybody has such a good response like you all.

every little thing that you have done,

every little responsibility you have taken,

it meant a lot to us, the junior.

well, maybe some of us realized, and some haven't realized yet.

but i really thought about this seriously.

and i thought being able to do such a responsibility, was so great.

i wanted to learn from all of them. i wanted to be such a good senior.

maybe i can't be as good as them. at least i'll try not to let them down.

although if one day later, i'll be a part of them, i'll do many things that make them down.

dissapointed, but i really wanted to learn from them.

taking responsibility, sacrificing.

i really admired them.

they have to know that they're great people.

every little thing they have done because they thought

"it's an ordinary act, everybody will do the same like i do"

have a very big impact.

they inspire us.

yes, they're not just an ordinary students,

they're all chosen.

"Tuhan memberkati."

2010-10-24T15:24:00.002+07:00

hmm..

uda beberapa hari ini rasanya hati gw vakum..

i dont feel a thing..

semuanya berasa hambar banget, ga berasa apa2.

ya mungkin gw lg d zero condition.

too stable until we couldn't call it stable anymore.

terlalu datar, terlalu ga bertujuan.

ya sebenernya sih itu dari mana lu liatnya aja.

berhub gw lg begini, itu lah yg gw rasakan.

i went to church today.

and i didnt feel God.

ya, gw ga bisa ngerasain Dia.

biasanya gw bakal terhanyut sama penyembahan yang ada.

hati gw bakal bergetar kalo gw mendengar kata2

"menjangkau sekolah2", tapi tadi saat kita berdoa soal itu,

gw sama sekali ga berasa apa2.

i kept my eyes open, i was thinking, "what am i feeling?"

i kept my eyes open, starring at the woman on the stage,

"does she know about my heart condition?"

i spoke to God, i told Him,

where re You? are You there beside me?

i know You are, but i just don't feel You.

could You make me feel You?

tell someone to come to me, to tell me,

that You are here with me.

but nobody's comin or tellin me something.

yes, nobody, i thought.

gw biasa aja sih abis itu, krn gw jg sadar,

ini krn keadaan gw yg lg super datar.

gw pulang, tapi gw terlalu takut buat bilang

Tuhan ga ada sama2 gw.

karena gw tau Dia ada. my faith say so, i just couldnt feel

Him. gw takut hidup tanpa Dia, krn gw tau gw ga akan bisa.

jadi gw pulang, sama bnyok gw.

ke couple gathering di sportclub,

ke salon langganan nykb gw,

abs itu ke salon di mol, krn salon

langganan nykb gw lg ga ada gitu orangnya.

gw pergi ke mol sendirian, gunting rambut.

krn cc gw pulangnya masih lama-fyi my sister's working

at Gramedia, part time job-

gw pun plg sendiri naek angkot.

i asked for God's protection saat naek tu angkot.

ga lama angkot itu jalan, ada seorang nenek, mau naek tu angkot.

trs dia kesusahan gitu, naek ke angkotnya aja uda susah,

gemeteran kakinya. gw pun bantuin beliau,

gw angkatin barangnya, gw merasa sangat iba.

saat sampe di ujung gitu, gw kan naek 04,

nah sampe ujung yang pasar situ kan baru muter balik.

ternyata si nenek mau minta tolong tukang angkot

buat masukin dia ke dalam gang sedikit,

minta tolong gitu.

pas uda sampe di ujung,

ada temennya tukang angkot naek ke angkot itu.

terus angkotnya akhrnya masuk lebih dalem gitu kan,

tapi si temennya tukang angkot itu

kyk ngomporin si supir buat ga masuk terlalu dalem.

padahal neneknya uda mohon2 banget.

terus si nenek akhrnya diminta turun gitu,

beliau nyari uangnya di dalem tas,

dengan sepasang tangan yang uda super keriput,

gemeteran, beliau bingung duitnya dimana,

mungkin krn nervous juga uda disuru turun gitu.

beliau kebingungan.

akhrnya gw kasi nenek itu 2ribuan,

suru dia bayar pake uang itu,

beliau berterimakasih banget.

gw bantuin nenek itu turun, trs nenek itu berbisik pelan,

"makasih ya nak. Tuhan memberkati."

and then,

i feel God.

i feel God.

yes, i feel Him.

for He gives such amazing grace,

amazing love, amazing act, amazing bless.

gw melihat banget,

dunia yang ga penuh dengan kasih,

dan gw ngerasa banget, gimana

Tuhan ngajarin kita buat mengasihi.

dan gimana Tuhan ngasih kita kemampuan,

ngasih kita kekuatan,berkat,

untuk mengasihi.

dan di saat gw melakukan tindakan kasih,

gw tau, Tuhan ada di situ sama2 gw,

and i feel Him.

Tuhan ga ngirim kakak gereja gw,

ato kakak yang tadi khotbah di gereja gw,

buat memberi tahu gw, kalo Tuhan ada sama2 gw.

tapi Tuhan ngirim si nenek tua,

yang gw ga kenal,

dengan kalimat terimakasihnya dia buat gw,

disertai dengan 'Tuhan memberkati."

itu semua uda menjelaskan sangat jelas.

God is here.

and i can feel Him.

Have the best rest, Grandma..

2010-10-02T23:50:00.004+07:00

ok...

kalo kalian liat beberapa posts sebelumnya..

gw sempet bercerita tentang my Grandma, my amazing Grandma..

dan hari ini, tepatnya sekitar pukul 1-2 pagi subuh...

She's gone..

yes, to her final rest..

my Grandma..

she's so amazing..

dia seorang ibu yang berhasil..

seorang nenek yang berhasil..

9 anaknya bisa bertahan dan memiliki kehidupan di masa tuanya..

bahkan cicit-cicitnya tumbuh menjadi anak2 yang luar biasa..

dan itu semua ga lepas dari kasihnya my Grandma..

sekitar jam satu tadi pagi,

gw masih baca buku untuk tes jam 8 di SMUK1..

gw lg belajar dan tiba2 gw dgr ada suara telepon..

gw gamau angkat, walau gw masih bangun..

entah knp gw mkir, gmna kalo itu ngabarin berita kalo my Grandma ud gada..

gw pasto ga berani ngmg ke nykb gw..

lalu gw tdr, dan gw bgn, dan masi kepikiran soal itu..

pdhl bnyok gda ngmg apa2 ke gw..

pas mandi gw bner2 kepikiran..

sampe pas sarapan, bokap gw baru ngmg ke gw..

kalo Amah gw uda ga ada..

gw hanya bisa tertegun..

firasat gw.. dugaan gw..

gw bener2 menyesal..

it's another 'regret' words in my week..

kmrn itu, gw bener2 menyesal krn gw ga ikt ke rumah Amah gw,

karena gw harus belajar utk tes gw..

dan gw bener2.. bener2 berharap,

gw ada sebelum Almarhumah meninggal..

gw mau ngmg,

"I love you, my Grandma...i love you, my amazing Grandma.."

plg dr tes gw lgs ke rumah duka..

gw melihat dia..

She looks like she was sleeping..

biasanya gw kalo hari minggu ke rumah Grandma,

gw tidur siang bareng Grandma n cc gw kadang2.

kalo gw elus2 rambutnya, dia hanya bisa menatap gw,

tanpa sepatah katapun.. itu silence moment..

yang bener2 precious buat gw skg..

gunakan waktu sebaik mungkin temen2..

kita ga tau kapan waktu itu bisa berakhir dan ternyata

banyak banget yang uda kita sia2in..

gotta go...

GBU...

Ku Dipilih - Pure

2010-10-01T20:13:00.002+07:00

hmm..

gw lg dengerin lagu Ku Dipilih by Pure.

lagu yang sangat amat amat amat enak..

recommended song nih.

kata2nya tuh bener2 bikin hati kita seneng dan tenang bgt..

nadanya juga soothing dan bikin atmosfer jadi enak.

hahaha keren amat bahasa gw atmosfer

hari ini gw ngerasa agak lebih stabil..

krn gw mulai ga gt meresahkan hal2 yg kmrn2 gw resahkan..

walau tetep mau be faithful and loyal ;)

besok gw tes biologi nih aaaa :(

takut dan minder banget,

cuman do the best aja deh..

surrender to Him..

mohon bantuan doanya ya hehehe..

gotta go now,

GBU!

him..

2010-09-30T16:59:00.003+07:00

i don't see him as a lover..

i don't feel my heat beats faster when i look at him..

i don't think that he's cute or wtv..

i don't love him, yet.. maybe..

i see him as someone i know the best..

i put my faith on him..

i decided to learn loyalty from him, with him..

i don't see him as a lover, but as a couple i wish i have..

my heart doesn't beat faster, but i really want to talk to him..

i don't think he's cute, but i really want to meet him..

i want to stay close to him, i guess..

he gives me comfortable feelings..

i feel secure when i talk to him..

i feel calm when i tell him my problems..

well, gotta go now.

still the same message: "don't do something you'll regret, it's awful!"

changes..

2010-09-29T16:49:00.003+07:00

i'm back again..

with the same things to worry..

penyesalan..

gw berani bilang kalo itu adalah kata2 yang

sangat menakutkan buat gw..

gw gamau lg menyesal.. gw gamau..

gw mencoba buat mereparasi diri.

gw mencoba buat menahan semua kata2 yang ga baik..

mencoba untuk ga menyakiti hari orang lagi..

gw gatau bisa ato ga,

tp beneran deh.. menyesal tuh ga enk bgt..

gw gamau gw menyesal lagi..

yg namanya menyesal itu pasti uda terlambat..

nasi uda jadi bubur..

"be a better person so sorry won't come after you.."

everything's changing today..

and there's nothing i can do to avoid those changes..

please give me a chance..

2010-09-28T15:53:00.002+07:00

penyesalan.

itu adalah kata yang menakutkan buat gw.

yah.. gw ga sangka semenakutkan itu,

sebelum gw ngerasain ini sekarang..

yang gw rasakan saat ini adalah

penyesalan yang sangat sangat sangat...dalam....

pernah ga sih ngerasain menyesal bgt bgt bgt?

dan saat lu mau memperbaiki semua itu,

rasanya uda sulit, bahkan uda terlambat.

seharusnya dari dlu gw tau,

seharusnya dari dlu gw sadar,

seharusnya dari dlu gw uda menjaga hal itu dengan baik..

tapi apa mau di kata,

inilah yang namanya penyesalan..

gw menyia2kan, sesuatu yang sangat baik buat gw..

gw bahkan melakukan hal yang ga baik sama hal itu..

gw bener2 bodoh banget dan labil banget sampe2

gw tega menyakiti hal itu..

hal yang selalu courage gw..

yg selalu menenangkan gw..

walau kata2nya, dulu, terasa judging,

tapi gw sadar, dia cuman gamau gw jd seperti orang

yg lg gw keluhkan ke dia..

huff.. gw takut kehilangan dia..

bukan sebagai teman ato sahabat,

krn gw tau, dia teman dan sahabat gw sampe kapanpun..

gw takut kehilangan dia, perasaan dia yg dulu..

gw gatau knp, gw mau seperti dulu lg..

setiap hal kecil dari dia, gw br sadar itu tuh

bner2 tulus banget..

gw rasa gw ga suka sama dia,

tapi apa yang bakal lu lakukan

kalo sepanjang hari hanya dia yg lu resahkan.

sedangkan orang yg lu anggap lu suka sama dia,

sama sekali ngga mengusik pikiran lu?

apa yg gw rasakan sih skg ini?

gw sendiri ga bisa percaya sama diri gw sendiri..

gw aja ga percaya sama diri gw sndiri,

gmna org laen?

huff...

apa yang bisa membuat gw percaya?

bahkan membuat dia percaya?

dan semuanya akan setentram dulu lagi..

gw gamau menyia2kan apa yang ada lagi..

just give me.. one chance...

give thanks

2010-09-26T15:53:00.003+07:00

ok.

so today, we're going to talk about 'give thanks..'

kykny hidup gw bermasalah banget sama satu ini.

gw sering banget nemuin kondisi di mana gw sadar kalo gw ga bersyukur.

saat gw ngerasa sedih krn hal2 sepele,

yg seharusnya, gw ga cuman fokus ngeliat hal2 sepele itu.

akhirnya untuk mencegah hati gw buat ga bersyukur,

gw menelusuri hari gw dari detik ke detik.

apa aja sih anugerahNya?

gw liat dari setiap detik hari2 gw..

gw bangun tidur, gw nguap,

gw nengok ke kanan kiri kamar gw..

gw liat jam di hape gw, gw beranjak mandi,

siap2 buat sekolah.. dll..

setelah gw pikir2, setiap detik dari kejadian,

rutinitas sepele itu pun harus gw syukuri banget.

karena anugrahNya di setiap aktifitas itu pun banyak bgt..

gw bisa bangun tdr karena anugrah,

gw bisa buka mata, ngeliat, berjalan,

memegang gayung, mengunyah sarapan,

meneguk susu, berangkat di anterin papa,

ketemu temen2, ngbrol, belajar, ktemu guru2,

istirahat makan lagi, minum lagi,

pulang sekolah, nyebrang jalanan, naek angkot,

dll..

gw mungkin aja ga bangun dari tdr gw karena sesuatu..

ato keselek pas makan trs meninggal..

ato kepleset di kamar mandi trs kepala gw berdarah..

ato nyebrang tapi ketabrak, dll..

tp nyatanya? skg gw masih bisa di sini ngetik ni kalimat buat lu.

intinya adalah, jangan pernah ga bersyukur.

setiap detik, setiap detik jantung lu masih berdetak,

setiap satu kali jantung lu berdetak,

itu merupakan amazing grace banget dari Tuhan..

every second in our day,

every beat from our heart,

every single thing that shows that we're still alive,

standing on this earth..it's a very sweet amazing grace..

sampe sini dlu yoo,

happy sunday all!

Jesus loves you!

The Blind Side

2010-09-13T23:12:00.003+07:00

ok, another movie.

liburan ini gw movie marathon EVERYDAY.

almost everyday, actually. hehehe.

gw ntn apa aja ya....

madagascar 1 dan 2 ---> EXTREMELY FUNNY

beauty and the briefcase ---> GOOD, I LOVE TOM!

the backup plan---> GOOD, JENNIFER'S SO BEAUTIFUL

bangkok traffic love story ---> GOOD, I LOVE LOONG!

chloe ---> SCARY!

the blind side ---> EXTREMELY WONDERFUL! I LOVE SANDRA BULLOCK!

The Blind Side itu adapted from

Michael Lewis' true story.

dia pemain football internasional gt..

keren banget astaga...

nyeritain masa lalunya Michael gitu..

dia punya dark past, dipisah sama mamanya pas masih kecil.

trs dia bener2 kyk orang linglung gitu.

suatu kali dia masuk ke sebuah sekolah,

ketemu sama sebuah keluarga yang akhirnya ngebantu dia.

ibu di keluarga itu, namanya Leigh Anne,

dia bantu si Michael yang gajelas,

gapunya rumah baju dll,

dia ajak ke rumahnya yg bagus, di kasi baju,

dan diangkat jadi anak.. bener2 deh..

keluarga mereka pasti wonderful bgt tuh.. ckck..

PKOKNYA RECOMMENDED MOVIE!

Sandra Bullock bagus banget di felem itu.

bener2 bagus.

you MUST watch it broda...

gw emg suka sih felm2 yg meaningful gt,

tp siapa sih yg gasuka? wkwkkw.

so, watch it ok!

gotta go, byebye :*

Jesus loves youuuuuu!

chase excellence, success will follow!

2010-09-06T23:09:00.003+07:00

okayyyyyyyyy!

so gw baru aja nonton Three Idiots.

entah untuk yang ke berapa kalinya.

but still,

that movie teach me something new more and more again!

aaahhhhhhhhhhh :D

bener2 recommended movie deh.

ALL OF YOU SHOULD WATCH IT!

pada awalnya gw jg males ntnnya, karena film India gt deh..

yg ada di otak gw ya pasti joget2 dan nari2

serta kepala yang godek2 gitu.

tapi setelah gw ntn, gosh..

this movie should get max stars!!

keren banget coi..

film ini bercerita ttg tiga org shbt,

yg d pertemukan di sebuah universitas engineering terbaik.

dan mereka melewati masa2 kuliah itu dengan berbagai kejadian.

mulai dari ujian2, masalah keluarga, cinta, dan yang pasti

persahabatan lah.

tapi di atas semua itu, film ini mengajarkan kehidupan.

untuk kita hdp dgn yang terbaik dari potensi kita.

dgn mengrealisasikan potensi2 kita.

chase excellence, success will follow.

it's a great movie.

watch it and you'll never regret it.

TRUST MEHHH ;)

hmm quite late.

gotta go people!

see ya!

GBU!

Grandma, my amazing grandma..

2010-09-05T20:48:00.003+07:00

so i'm here today to write a few things about grandma.

grandma?

yes, grandma.

nenek gw dari nyokap, ato yang biasa gw panggil amah.

dia skg ada di harapan indah, bekasi barat.

tinggal di rumah kakak nyokap gw.

huff..

beliau uda tua banget, umurnya sekitar 80 ke 90.

dia uda ga bisa jalan lagi.

cuman berbaring di kasur, ga bisa ngapa2in.

setiap hari di rawat suster.

gw bener2 miris ngeliatnya.

walau gw tau, tua itu emang proses yang ga bisa di skip.

unless kita uda balik ke alam sana sblm waktunya.

gw biasanya setiap minggu ke sana,

atau dua mgg sekali lah.

bnyok gw yang lebih rutin jengukin beliau.

gw bener2 mau tau banget..

apa yang uda dia alamin dalam hidupnya..

pengalaman apa aja yang uda dia alamin..

dia uda ngerawat 9 anaknya sampai mereka

bisa bertahan hidup hingga sekarang..

itu bener-bener hal yang luar biasa menurut gw..

my mom always describes her as a loving mother..

thought about her children above everything..

that's a very sweet thing.. a very successful mother, i guess..

gw inget pas gw kecil, dia suka beliin gw chiki.

karena nykap gw emg ga gt ijinin gw beli makanan gituan.

tapi ya beliau ngerti, kalo gw hanyalah anak2 yang suka jajan.

dia juga yang bukain pintu kamar mandi kalau gw lagi dihukum.

dia jg yang bikinin gw jamu kalo gw ga enk badan.

dia jg yang suka masakin gw makanan2 enak.

tapi skg dia hanya bisa terbaring gt aja..

gw liat si suster mandiin dia.

lap badan sih, ga mandi.

cuman tulang belulang di balut kulit..

dia bener2 ga bisa ngapa2in lagi.

mungkin dia ngerasain sakit pas badan dia di bolak balik

sama si suster yang mau ngelap badannya.

mungkin dia ngerasain sakit pas luka-lukanya

di obatin sama si suster.

tapi dia uda ga bisa lagi meng ekspresikan semua itu.

dia hanya bisa diem, dan berteriak ga jelas,

bergumam ga jelas, dan kadang2 nangis sendiri.

gw masih inget banget,

pas amah gw masih bisa jalan,

kita ajak dia ke mol, makan kfc.

dia paling suka makan ayam kfc.

gw bangga banget dorongin dia di kursi roda.

gw bangga kalo gw punya nenek yang masih bisa gw ajak jalan.

gw bangga kalo gw punya nenek yang luar biasa banget..

gw bener2 bangga sama nenek gw..

gw inget dlu pas masih ada kakek, suami dari amah gw

yang gw panggil kong2.

mereka uda bersama selama puluhan tahun..

dan saat mereka sudah tua pun, mrk masih bisa ngalamin konflik.

gw inget banget amah gw gamau susternya kong2 gw tuh cwe.

yah, mereka jadi kyk anak2 lagi..

sekarang gw bener2 miris kalo ngeliat amah gw

cuman terbaring gitu aja..

huff.. gw membayangkan..

suatu saat nanti, mama papa gw jg akan menua..

dan gw pun akan menua..

seperti apa kah saat kita tua nanti?

apakah kita sudah berhasil menjadi orang tua yang baik?

pasangan yang baik?

teman yang baik?

saudara yang baik?

hamba yang baik?

tuan yang baik?

dan di atas semua itu..

apakah kita uda berhasil menjadi seorang yang benar?

karena saat kita menua nanti..

ga guna kita menyesal..

kita uda ga bisa ngapa2in..

ga ngerti apa2 lagi..

penyesalan...tidak akan berguna..

huff..

hiduplah sebaik mungkin,

menyesal di hari esok tiada berguna..

btw, gw punya beberapa foto of my grandma.

mungkin bs gw uplot besok.

gotta go now!

see ya people!

ohhhh! dont forget to love your grandmaa ^^

show your love selagi bisa!

GBU!

forgiving, forgetting..

2010-09-05T00:09:00.004+07:00

ok..

so, based on the title today,

i'm really forgiving and forgetting.

kindda hard, ok ralat.

VERY hard, but i guess i can do it :)

kmrn gw sempet kepala batu buat gamau forgive and forget that person.

soalnya apa yg dia lakuin itu emang fatal.

he put me on jokes, extremely not funny one.

saat gw uda lega, uda keluarin smua smua smuanya,

i get the power to forgive and forget, i guess.

yahh, emg bner kali ya.

sekali kita mau ngelakuin suatu hal, sbnrnya bisa2 aja kok.

hehehe.

i hope all of us can learn to humbly forgive someone.

forgive is forgetting.

no hard feeling left.

just a new, very new heart.

just a pure, very pure heart.

well, it takes time.

a very long time maybe.

but just enjoy the process, be loyal to it :)

gotta go!

see you soon!

forgive, forget..

2010-09-01T23:52:00.004+07:00

how can i do the two listed actions above?

what does it feel when you trust someone and he does make you disappointed?

and when you're forgiving and forgetting those days,

suddenly you know the fact's worse than before?

*SIGH*

this time i should say honestly..

my love doesn't strong enough to make my heart forgive..

and especially forget those worsts..

for the very first time, i guess..

tears don't help me much..

they don't even..make me feel a lil bit better after all..

i need some words to words..

reconciliation..

i need to finish this thing, to the very edge..

but how?!

how should i act when i meet those murderers?

how should a victim act when she meets the murderer?

i can't describe what i'm feeling right now..

it mixes up too well that i've never felt it before..

disappointment.. anger.. sadness.. shamefulness..

they're all seem so unacceptable..

dear God,

just help me to forgive and forget..

i need time to take a rest, to take a breath..

and to...pulling myself back together..

trusting, believing..

2010-08-28T14:12:00.004+07:00

hmm...

uda jarang nulis lg ya gw..

although i hv a lot of thoughts to share..

i just lost my desire to...write, i guess..

so, knp gw nulis skg ini?

because i have just had a very stupid experience..

gw orang yg extrovert, a real extrovert..

gw ga curigain orang, i thought everybody's nice..

i thought everybody's sweet, a friend of mine..

but the reality is.. people do some stabbing back..

gw percaya banget sama banyak orang..

dan kebanyakan dari mereka ga menghargai rasa percaya gw..

mereka pikir itu biasa aja.. padahal itu menyakitkan..

mereka pikir itu lucu.. padahal memalukan..

mereka ga pernah ya ngerasain hal seperti itu?

i dont know what's going on right now..

maybe they're laughing all the time..

telling funny story about me or wtv..

but the truth is, they're laughing for something very pure..

something very real.. and they just don't know about it..

well i guess..

i shouldn't believe people too much from now on..

i lost my desire to trust people..

i lost my.. heart to trust people..

Perdí mi deseo de confiar en la gente. perdí mi corazón a creer la gente.

Lo siento si te moleste de muchas maneras.

Sólo quiero decirle, yo no soy tu fans que dejar de amarte si haces algo mal.

te quiero y acepto todas partes de ustedes..

i lost my desire to trust people. i lost my heart to believe people.

i'm sorry if i disturb you in many ways.

i just want to tell you, i'm not your fans that will stop loving you if you do something bad.

i love you and i accept every side of yours.

Just The Two of Us - Bill Withers

2010-07-31T16:34:00.003+07:00

i love this song very muach :*

so i made a kind of illustration i guess.

hm.. this song has a great intro.

you can download it in 4shared by name Just The Two of Us.

so kewl!!!

so here's my illustration about the very first sentences from the song.

that's it!

i hv to go now. SEE YA!!!!!

a secret blog? -__-

2010-06-24T22:38:00.003+07:00

ENG-ING-ENG!

hahaha apa sih lebay.

halo halo halo :D

lama tidak berjumpa ya.

habis bingung juga mau nulis apa gitu di sini.

sometimes i wish i had a blog that nobody knows who is the owner.

so i could write everything here.

my love story, family, friends, or enemy mybe.

but.. forget it :0

btw gw baru liat blog seorang temen sekolah gw.

check it out guys.

he seemed has a good taste of fashion.

well i dont really know about fashion.

so why don't you take a look at it.

http://demilatos.blogspot.com/

i guess that's for now.

catch you guys later!

see ya people!

TIME PASSED SO FAST

2010-04-10T12:35:00.002+07:00

TIME OH TIME!!

gilaa gw krmn liat2 foto2 jadul

lucu2 ya hihi.

ngeliatnya gmnaaa gitu gw

ga berasa banget skg gw ud mau sma

prasaan baru kmrn gw masuk SD,

duduk di sebelah temen gw yg namanya Karin Josefanny.

hahahaaaaa..

kangeennnnn dehhh :)

so here are my oldies figure :

hahaha tar kalo gw uda lulus, baru bisa deh gw masukin yang kelas 9.

wahh rasanya waktu emg cepet bgt y..

gw ga bs bayangin tar tau2 ud lulus sma, ud lulus kuliah..

hahaha..

well people, so appreciate your time, even a second of it.

see ya!

HAPPY EASTER ;no mbak=slim

2010-04-08T11:50:00.002+07:00

HELLO-0!

Happy Easter yaaa people!!

Sori baru ngucapin skg dr kmrn lupa terus mau nulis blog hehee.

gila rumah gw lg gda mbak nih.

bener2 deh cape banget cuyy..

mbak gw plg karena mau reunian sama temen2nya.

keren kan? he he he..

gw stiap plg skola msti nyapu ngepel cuci baju jemur sama cuci piring.

wah kurus deh nih gw hahahahahaaa :P

btw btw, ank2 kls 9 ud pd siap nyantai ya?

abs ujian praktek sama ujian sekolah,

selesai lah smuanya...

asik asik asikkkk :B

see ya people!

Gabe Bondoc :)

2010-04-05T17:07:00.004+07:00

ALOHA-I!

aduh aduhhh gw lagi ujian praktek

sangatlah repotttttttttttttttttttt bangettttttttt.

huehhh. yg membuat repot adalah..

design : bikin logo

seni rupa : ngelukis batik di payung kertas kecil yg biasa di pake topeng monyet

inggris : drama

b. Ind : dongeng

agama : khotbah

fisika n bio : eksperimen dan laporan

TIK : html dan exel

congratulations banget ye?????

-____________-

sangat males.. hiks hiks :'(

ah ah btw btw i found this guy,

he's extremely COOLs.

he made many covers of songs and his originals.

he put it on YT and here i wanna post it on my blog.

maths, science, oh come on!

2010-03-31T20:53:00.002+07:00

MATHS OH MATHS!

yeaaa!

gw bisa ngerjain mat hari ini.

semoga aja cepeee :)

tapi skg gw lg stres krn IPA.

T________________T

Susah banget cuyy IPA nya.

gw gatau sih bsok bakal susah apa ga.

tapi ini gw lg ngerjain buku latian kog susah ya :'(

huff gw belajar dulu dehh.

see ya people!

wish me luck yeaa hehe :D

the second day of UN

2010-03-30T11:30:00.002+07:00

TUESDAY YAY!

okay so today is the second day.

ENGLISH, quite easy..

tapi yah.. gw ngerjainnya setengah mimpi setengah tidur.

wakakakka setengah mimpi setengah tidur mah uda tidur itu ye.

gw ngerjainnya ga konsen abis sehingga...

gw gayakin jawaban gw bener.

ga maksimal gt ngerjainny.

aduh masa kmrn di tipi sama di internet,

blgnya hari ini tuh mestinya mat.

sesat banget kan -_____-

gmna kalo ampe orang salah belajar.

kan kasian. parah parah.

untung gw nnya guru gw bener2.

besok MAT nih.

MAT! arghhh gw takut jg kl ampe susah.

huff tar mlm ga bisa ol deh msti belajar.

btw, mgg dpn gw ud digempur sama ujian praktek.

kasian ya angkatan gw T_______T

ga ada napas2nya. tar pas uda selese baru napas deh.

hahahhaa.

so people, see ya!

the first day of national examination

2010-03-29T11:08:00.003+07:00

MONDAY OH MONDAY!

oke so today's my first day of national examination.

huff.. B.Ind hari ini. and it's quite difficult..

gw akan merasa malu jika gw dapet di bawah 9.

karena gw ngerasa gw itu orang Indonesia.

pelajaran bahasa sendiri kog ga bisa .

cuman kalo emg tar dapet nya d bwah 9 yah..

bersyukur aja deh.. hehee..

besok gw UN b.Ing.

i like english.

semoga aja bagus deh hasilnya.

adoohhh rasanya capek mikirin abis UN

masi ada ujian praktek dan US.

hweh.. jalanin aja kali ya..

mohon doanya ya people. heheee..

see ya people! :D

Ujian Nasional!

2010-03-26T18:21:00.002+07:00

HELO-O!

wah baru sadar sudah 100 posts.

sedikit ya?

tapi ya lmyan lah hihihihihi :D

oke jadi ntar senin gw UAN.

aduh capenya -______-

akhirny berakhir smua penderitaan gw.

fiuhhhhhhhhh -3-

doain gw yaa buat UN nyaa hehehe.

so people, see ya!

the SHAKING ART

2010-03-25T19:35:00.003+07:00

ALOHA-A! ;D

so people,

yang lalu biarlah berlalu, berlari2lah menuju masa depan.

kemaren gw ke pemakaman Alm.Tante gw.

yah.. she's no longer here..

better there, i thought. it's must be a nice place though.

hem.. hari ini gw sekolah setelah kmrn ijin.

di sekolah lagi demam foto dengan rambut shake.

yea yea, i'm the trendsetter WOOHOO ;)

kira2 sabtu pas pemantapan, gw foto kyk orang gila di kelas.

geleng2 rambut dgn mode shutter speed ny cepet.

alhasil smua fotonya rambutnya keren2 gitu hehe.

gw edit trs gw aplott dehh. hari ini juga pada foto2 kyk gitu.

seru ya! hehehe..

so here're some of my new art called 'the SHAKING ART'

hebring banget yee? wkwk. but i like it!

yea, yea very much!!!

so people, see ya!

what come may go

2010-03-22T14:53:00.004+07:00

*sigh*

kemaren Tante gw meninggal.

yea, she died, went away forever..

we'll never know people's time yea..

jd kemaren gw pergi ke rumah duka nya..

gw pake sebuah baju dr nykb gw.

terusan hitam dengan polkadot kecil putih.

gw slalu ngerasa..

dari awal nykb gw kasi tu baju..

gw slalu ngrasa tu baju buat suasana berduka..

and yea, my premonition was right..

gw pake kmrn itu..

huff..

what come may go,

God gave it, God could take it..

Rest in peace, my dear Auntie..

see ya , people..

#anjinggombal = nice!

2010-03-20T14:18:00.003+07:00

HUAM-AM!

gila ya..

sabtu2 begini kerjaan anak penabur yang kelas 9

adalah pemantapan..

kasian banget ga sih? huhuhuhu T__T

sabtu2 cerah yg pas buat tidur ampe siang..

malah terganggu oleh bangun pagi dan sekolah..

untung ni sabtu terakir loh

HUAHAHAHHAHAHAAHA*tertawa iblis*

dua minggu lagi gw bakalan UN.

serem ga sih?

UN susah ga sih? ckckck.

daripada kita ngmg in UN,

mending sekarang kita ngmg in gombalan2 yg lagi HOT.

bagi yang punya twitter, silahkan cari #anjinggombal

serius deh, gombalan2 di situ seru banget.

gw ska ktawa sndiri bacanya hauahauhauhaa.

barusan di sekolah gw ngmg ke tmen gw.

"kenapa sih orang2 pada tkt sama finaldestination?

aku ga pernah takut sama finaldestination.

soalnya finaldestinationku kan kamu.."

"kamu tau kenapa pelangi cuman setengah lingkaran?

karena setengahnya lagi ada di mata kamu.."

"kamu namanya eiffel ya?soalnya stiap kali liat kamu,

aku mau ngmg 'eiffel i'm in love..' "

"boleh minta foto kamu? aku mau nunjukkin ke temenku

kalo malaikat itu ada.."

buakakakakakakakak. semua yang gw ngmg in kyk gitu

lgs memandang gw dgn tatapan..

aneh...jijik...geli....semuanya deh wakakkwaawa.

jadi mari kita budayakan menggombal.

see ya people!

3 IDIOTS is UNBELIEVABLE GREAT!

2010-03-19T12:53:00.003+07:00

ALOHA-O!

so, as i said yesterday, i watched 3 Idiots.

dvd sih. dan teks nya hilang2 sih.

tapi ttep KUEREN BUANGET!

aduh aduh beneran deh bagus bgt.

MUST WATCH MOVIE!

ceritanya tuh ttg seorang anak yg jenius,

dia belajar bkn karena ngejar nilai,

tapi krn ngejar pengetahuan itu sndiri.

dia jenius, tapi dy ga kuper ato freak geeks gitu.

dy jg punya dua orang sahabat yg dy sayang bgt.

dia bener2 lakuin apa yg dy bisa buat sahabatnya itu.

cara dy mandang hidup tuh simpel, ga neko2, dan emang bener.

tapi dia ga sempurna jg sih, ad jg kesalahan2 yg dy perbuat.

walau itu di lakukan buat temanny,

tp yg namanya kesalahan ttp kesalahan kan?

intinya, 3 IDIOTS IS A VERY GREAT MOVIE

AND ALL OF YOU MUST WATCH IT!

ga hanya tentang cinta, tapi jg persahabatan, keluarga dll.

yg namanya film Hindi ga akan lepas dari nyanyi dan nari.

tapi oke lah, di film ini ga banyak kog.

cuman 2 seinget gw.

so people, WATCH IT!

trust me you won't feel sorry even a little bit

because of spending your money on watching it at Pasific Place

or yea just buy the dvd.

see ya people! :B

get ready for the COOLZ HINDI

2010-03-18T14:35:00.003+07:00

HOLA-A!

yuhuuu akhir nya penderitaan gw akan IPS berakhir.

pra US IPS hari ini lebih enk di banding mid kmrn.

yea at least gw yakin lah gw ga merah. hehe..

btw ad yang tau 3 Idiots?

gila tu felem keren banget ya?

gw mau ntn dulu ahh.

besok kalo sempet gw jabarin deh di sini.

YOU MUST WATCH IT!

walo felm Hindi, tapi itu tuh coolz abis.

wkwkwk. oke deh.

see ya people!

UBAN not KUTU

2010-03-17T14:43:00.002+07:00

HELLO-O!

so today's my second exam. pre-test, mybe.

yea, pra UN/US.

today's english and communication and information technology.

hahaha sok keren bgt inggris nya.

indonesia : Teknologi Informasi dan Komunikasi

the english exam was nice. but the TIK was horrible.

not so horrible but it was quite horrible.

i couldn't do the essay part and i started to make up things.

yes, make up my own answer.

you know, just to check whether i am lucky or not. HA-HA!

kenapa gw sok inggris bgt ya?

wakakakakak. oke back to indonesia.

jadi td gw lg nunggu tmen gw yg lg remed.

terus ad temen gw ngusulin buat nyari uban gw.

hem.. quite a nice idea. entah knp dr dlu gw ga perna takut

uban gw bakal tambah bnyk kl di cabutin terus.

soalnya enak sih, rambut gw di ubek2.

akhrnya gw biarin aj si sherley asik nyari uban.

sherley nyari, valen ikutan.

valen ikutan, fidi ikutan.

akhrnya kepala gw di ubek2 tiga orang.

keren ya? kayak di salon2. trus si chrsta mulai bergabung.

lg asik ngubek2.. dan gw lg asik nikmatin sensasinya..

tiba2 temen gw nunjuk sambil nnya,

"lg nyari kutu ya?"

...

........

gw cuman nyengir.

HELLO?? KUTU??

kasian banget gw disangka kutuan woi!

apakah gw bertampang kutu sehingga gw disangka kutuan?

ah biarlah rumput yg bergoyang menjawabnya.

*mulai gajelas*

okelah jadi besok gw ulangan ips dan gw msti bljr.

sblm belajar gw mau maen petso dulu ahh.

pet society adalah sebuah game facebook yg mnurut gw sangat lucu.

nama pet gw gummo. lucu loh lucu loh hihihihihi.

gw sayang bgt sama ni gummo ampe stiap ad baju baru pasti gw beliin.

biar dy ikutin mode gitchu dechh cekikikiqz.

oke here's my cuties gummo :

Lucu ya lucu yaa hihihihi. gila gw nge FREAK abis wakaka.

oke deh see ya people!

new layout on 16.03.10

2010-03-16T12:00:00.002+07:00

TADAA!

so here is my newest layout.

hope you like it ;)

this layout's cool but argh i'm tired to put every my friends link down there.

so much, aren't they?

but they're such an awesome blog too so i couldn't pass them off.

hm.. i think i should be going now.

i got some lunch appointment with my friends.

so..

see ya, people!

matiin AC = seribu tindakanlebay

2009-12-22T02:46:00.004+07:00

hahahaha!

a very nice midnight.

gila abs.

skitar 10 mnit yang lalu gw baru sadar ini uda jam 3.

akhrnya gw mmutuskan utk tidur.

gw kan maen komp di kmar kko gw.

nah pas gw mau matiin ac ni kmar, krn kko gw lg kerja di luar kota.

gw baru inget tu remote ad d kmr cc gw yg uda terlelap.

aduh mati deh! pikir gw saat itu.

lalu...

dengan berbekal ilmu pengetahuan dr felm ultraviolet

yang gw ntn kmrn, gw pun mncari akal.

aha! gw bisa pake cara manual.

dengan percaya dirinya gw naek ke meja.

menggapai2 si AC dan membuka casing nya.

....

loh? kog gda tombol?

...

gw belum menyerah. gw nyari inpoh dari mr gugel.

tapi sygnya si gugel kga ngarti soal AC cara manual..

gw blm ptus asa. gw manjat lemari printer.

tapi printernya gw turunin dlu.

gila aj gw injekin tu printer.

bisa di sruduk am kko gw.

duh lemari nya goyang2.

gw ga takut. gw naek gemeteran.

gw cari2 ampe menit2an.

kaga dapet juga. aduh mati gw kl bokap tau.

bisa di gorok pagi2.

akhrnya gw ke kamar, mencari cara utk mmbuka pntu cc gw tanpa membangunkannya.

gw sok2 pake kawat keg di pelm2. yang ada gw ketusuk2 jarinya.

gw sok2 masuk dari lubang ventilasi.

gw uda jijik liat debu2nya.

akhrnya...

gw ketok pelan2 kmar cc gw.

harapan gw pupus krn tau dia rada kebo.

kriek... pintu terbuka..

tu remot sampe di tgn gw.

gw k kmr kko gw, gw pncet tmbol dan ajaibnya..

AC itu mati!

.....

kalo gmpang keg gni ngpain drtd gw mnjat ampe mempertaruhkan nyawa gt..

sambil ngedumel gw balikin printer k tmpt semula.

gw colok kabelnya.

dzinggg!

kelingking gw kesetrum.

alhasil skg gw nyut2an dan ga bisa ngetik pake klingking.

huff..

cman krn mau mtiin AC gw ampe seru gni post nya.

astaga astaga..

uda ah mau ngorok nih..

bye2..

Gbu!

bakti sosial

2009-12-17T18:53:00.003+07:00

hueh..

sori post sblmnya gw apus.

hmm bagi yg baca sih.

soalnya takut ada something2 ga enk terjadi.

hueh.....

oke.

jadi hari ini gw ke Rawa Sengon.

suatu tempat pedalaman di Plumpang sana.

di sana kita bakti sosial di sebuah bimbel

untuk anak2 yang ga mampu.

kita uda deg2an bgt. soalnya persiapannya ga matang sih.

tp ank2 di sana welcome kita bgt.

seru deh pkoknya :D

walau ada beberapa kendala.

baksos2 spt ini sangat ngingetin gw soal bersyukur.

untuk berbagi dan berkorban.

untuk melakukan ssuatu utk org lain, ga hnya diri sendiri.

untuk bersyukur bgt dgn khidupan skg, dan ga ngeluh.

mybe kapan2 bisa gw msukin fto2 ank2 di sana.

mereka semua ank yang baik2.

ga nakal2 bgt. dan terbuka bgt.

kita akan merasa bahagia saat kita mulai untuk bersyukur.

see you tomorrow yaa.

GBU :D

paranormal activity

2009-12-15T22:21:00.002+07:00

okeh.

gw baru aja ntn paranormal activity.

GREAT.

gw takut.

hmm.

banget. soalnya bokap gw pake acr nakut2in gw sgala.

hiks :'C

ceritanya jelek bangettt.

gajelassss. tamatnya tidak menyelesaikan film.

ugh pokoknya gabanget.

depan2nya ngebosenin. tapi akhr2ny sih serem.

gimanaaa gtu.

karena dy konsepnya dokumentasi gitu.

jadi yah serem sih.

awalnya gw pikir beneran, kenyataan.

ternyata engga. gw jd lega lagi fiuhh...

karena gw masi shock.

gw ga bisa nulis ttg 5cm hr ini.

mybe tomorrow.

sori ya all. absnya serem sih.

wkwkwkwkwkwkwkwk.

yg gw pkirin hari ini..

sebuah film yg keren itu adlh film yg bs

mempengaruhi pikiran dan

perasaan org yg telah menontonnya kali yah.

dan buat gw, ntn film bginian,

gw gamau ambil sisi negatif nya.

gw malah mencoba buat lbih deket lgi

sama Tuhan n think positive.

emg sih gw takut, tapi yahh.

berusaha buat engga n malah mnjdikan ajang ini

sbgai ajang utk mndkatkn diri n memupuk iman lbih lagi.

fiuh.....

fiuh....

huff....

wkwkwk. gw menenangkan diri dlu ah.

see ya tomorrow yaa :D

Gb you!

Sejarah...

2009-12-14T19:13:00.002+07:00

O YEAH :D

gw hr ini selesai ulangan umum.

ya walaupun emang masih bnyk sih

ulangan2 bahkan ujian sehabis ini.

tapi ga apa lah kita bersantai sejenak :D

so tadi gw ulangan sejarah dan PLKJ.

apa yang ada di otak anak2 sekolah jaman

skg ttg dua mata pelajaran itu?

pasti kalo ga, "ga penting." "ih males bgt"

atau "gausa belajar itu mah."

gw juga begitu. gw bener2 mls bgt sama

apalan yg msti diapal mati bgitu.

apalagi bahan sejarah gw 4 bab dan plkj 2 bab.

sejarahnya ttg PD I-II,

perjuangan mempertahankan kemerdekaan,

ekonomi Indonesia setelah merdeka dan

perjuangan pembebasan Irian Barat.

Fiuh..... sangat banyak tanggal dan berbagai nama di dalamnya.

tapi saat lagi mau baca2 buku sejarah,

gw teringat sama kata kata Alm.Bung Karno.

"Sebuah bangsa yang besar adalah bangsa yang menghargai jasa pahlawannya."

Nah kalo kita males belajar sejarah,

bukankah itu berarti kita ga menghargai jasa pahlawan kita?

kasian bgt kalo mereka udah susah2 berjuang

buat kita merdeka dan merasakan kehidupan spt skg ini,

tapi kita aja ga mau memberi waktu utk

mengetahui bagaimana perjuangan mereka.

yaa ga hanya sejarah Indonesia.

tapi sejarah dunia ini juga menyimpan

begitu banyak pahlawan bagi dunia ini.

sebuah dunia yang besar adalah dunia yang menghargai jasa pahlawannya.

ya toh?

emang sih setelah gw memiliki pikiran spt itu pun gw masih aja mls.

hehehehe. tapi gw jadi punya niat buat ngebaca.

setidaknya gw memiliki gambaran di benak gw

bagaimana berlangsungnya perjuangan2 yang pernah ada.

so, jangan bilang history tuh ga penting.

mereka penting, walau emg gw rasa ga usa di apal mati bagi orang2 yang tidak mau menekuni bidang tersebut. ya ga ya ga?

tapi ini uda kewajiban kita sih untuk sekolah.

jadi mau ga mau ya jalani dengan sebaik mungkin demi masa depanmu.

ciyelah..... prikitiuw.

seperti biasa gw jadi teringat sama quotes2 keren yang gw pernah denger.

what makes a man a man?

(apa yang membuat seseorang menjadi manusia sejati?)

Its their choice. not what they've started, but what would they ended.

(itu adalah pilihan mereka. bukan apa yang telah mereka mulai, tapi apa yang akan mereka akhiri)

-Hellboy I;John Myers-

sepertinya besok gw akan ngebahas soal buku 5cm.

ada yang tau? itu adalah buku yang wajib di baca sama orang2 Indonesia.

Banyak bgt yang dibahas di dalamnya.

Bagaimana utk menjadi manusia dan cinta sama bangsanya.

oke deh. see you tommorow.

GB youu :D :D

Terminator 2 & HBKB

2009-12-13T10:43:00.004+07:00

HOAM!

gila aja deh ni pagi.

mentang2 ada Hari Bebas Kendaraan Bermotor di Kelapa Gading,

bokap ngajak gw jalan pagi.

kata Beliau, ehem ehem, "Kamu ini udah jarang gerak!"

yasudah gw ikut.

gw pikir yaudalah jln dikit skalian pergi sarapan.

tapi semua yang terjadi lewat dr bayangan gw.

gw jalan pagi dari Hibrida-Sportmall-ArthaGading-Sportmall-Hibrida.

oh gila banget kaki gw PEGELnyaaa stenga idup.

bingung juga sih.

ini krn gw uda jarang OR ato emg terlalu jauh yaa ==

jalan2nya sih seru. baru kali ini gw jalan di

jalanan Kelapa Nias Raya-Boulevard Artha Gading tanpa mobil gitu.

jadi yaa enak. ademm. sepii. aman dan tentram.

paling kesenggol sepeda dikit kalo jalannya meleng. ehehehehe.

gw ngebayangin kalo seandainya begitu setiap hari,

gw mau deh naek sepeda ke mall.

yahh tapi jalanan msti bnyk phon biar panas.

alasan knp gw ga suka jalan kaki ya sbnrnya karena asap n panas aje.

gw ga tahan ngirup asep lama2. bisa sesek napas.

kalo panas sih sbnrnya bisa d akalin ya pake jaket.

lagi jalan asik2 gitu, tiba2 gw ngeliat ke arah kali.

yaelahh. baru sadar gw betapa kotornya kali di jl.Nias Raya situ.

item pekat dan sampah numpuk. bener2 deh ==

itu isinya apaan sih? duh hrsnya tadi gw foto.

tapi td gw ga bawa hp n kamera, jd yah mau gmna lg.

btw seru jg stelah d pkir2.

sering2 jg blh tuh HBKB gitu. tapi tar gw ganti naek speda ah jgn jln kaki lg.

bisa pengkor nih betis. astaga dehhh.

oiya kmrn gw ntn lagi Terminator 2 di Trans Tv.

weleh bagus ya. bnyk yg bs d ambil dr film itu.

sebuah terminator, yg punya processor berbasis syaraf,

jd dia semakin belajar dan semakin belajar gitu.

bisa menghargai manusia, krn dia sering kontak sm manusia.

if a robot can learn the value of human's life, we should know it very well without learning.

We're human ourself. Stop the war. Start the humanity ourself.

film2 seperti itu bgs ya. menginspirasi bnyk orang.

oke deh segini dulu. mau makan nih saya hoho :)

happy sunday everybody!

God bless you :3

Relationships and Commitments

2009-12-11T18:14:00.002+07:00

oke oke.

sudah lama saya tidak bercuap cuap di sini.

akan saya coba untuk tetap meng update blog ini

dan menjadikannya tetap SERU untuk di baca.

ehem ehem.

oke beberapa hari yang lalu

gw sangat amat memikirkan sesuatu.

hmm.. something about 'relationship' and 'commitment'.

seorang sahabat cewek gw, yang udah seperti saudara buat gw,

membangun sebuah hubungan dengan sahabat cowok gw.

mereka berdua sama-sama deket sama gw.

jadi ya gw bener2 peduli dan sayang sama mereka.

suatu kali, shbt gw yg cwok ini ketauan smsan sama cwek laen.

dan sahabat cwek gw ini merasa cemburu.

wajar dong? iya kan? iya dong?

dan menurut gw,

hal yang tidak bisa di tolerir dr kejadian tsb adlh

mereka smsan tanpa sesuatu yang penting, yang memang butuh dibahas.

ya hanya sekedar ngobrol2 biasa yang bisa membuahkan kedekatan.

gimana menurut kalian yang lagi baca blog gw skg?

please kasi tau pendapat kalian lewat

comment di bagian chat to the sky.

oke poin pertama mengapa gw ga setuju sama hal

smsan dengan lawan jenis selain pasangan kita.

manusia itu lemah kan?

kalo terlalu dekat, pasti bakal ada perasaan.

mungkin lu ngga, tapi dy nya?

mungkin dy ngga, tapi lu nya?

nah loh?

ngga hanya smsan sih, intinya sih terlalu dekat ya.

smsan, telponan hanya utk sekedar iseng ato apa aja deh.

bersahabat sih boleh, ga ada yang larang kog.

tapi kalo terlalu dekat sampe intim banget,

gw yakin bs ada perasaan deh.

misalnya si A pacaran sama si B.

tapi si B masih aja deket banget sama si C.

suatu hari A dan B berantem. si B pun curhat dengan si C.

lalu si C pun mendengarkan dengan baik, dll.

sehingga timbul lah pemikiran si B bahwa C lebih baik daripada A.

si B dan si C semakin dekat dan semakin dekat.

sehingga si B jadi suka sama si C. tapi si C ga suka sama si B.

tapi karena hatinya sudah berada di C,

maka B pun memutuskan hubungannya dengan A.

jika orang2 tahu apa yang terjadi, pasti pemikiran mereka si C salah karena masih menanggapi B dong? smsan tiap hari, telponan tiap hari, gmna ga nanggepin? gtu misalnya.

nah oke deh misalnya si B ga suka sama si C. tapi si C yg jadi suka sama si B.

lah kan kasian juga si C nya toh? jadi mendingan si B juga ga usah deketin si C lagi.

jadi kesimpulan dari cerita gw yang berbelit2 adalah......

1.kalo uda berpasangan, jangan terlalu intim sama lawan jenis selain pasangan kita.

2.kalo mau curhat, curhat lah sama lawan jenis, atau sahabat pasangan anda yang benar2 mengerti pasangan anda tsb. kalau sahabat psangan anda itu lawan jenis anda, batasi komunikasi sebatas sesuatu yang penting.

3.kalo uda tau itu orang uda punya pasangan, jangan terlalu deket. jaga jarak. komunikasi hanya untuk sesuatu yang penting.

nah kalo begini tak ada pihak yang dirugikan toh?

itu hal yang gw pikirin n gw bagiin ke temen2 gw.

tapi ada pro dan kontra sih. yah namanya juga manusia, ga ada yang sama pkirannya.

gw ngeliat sahabat gw digituin, gw merasa sedih juga.

dan gw mikir, seandainya gw digituin, ap yg gw rasain?

apalagi gw org nya hmm.. perfeksionis kl soal hubungan berkomitmen kyk gni.

makanya sepertinya gw blm cocok deh buat membangun hub seperti itu.

apalagi di umur2 seperti ini. masih pada labil blah3.

gila gw sekali cuap2 banyak begini ya ahaha!

jadi, apa pendapat kalian semua setelah membaca pikiran saya ini?

mari kita bertukar pikiran ;D

udah dulu ya buat hari ini.

bye bye =)

Gb you!

tertawa dalam GONCANGAN

2009-09-02T19:05:00.003+07:00

siapa yang merasakan gempa hari ini ???

wkwkw. gila lucu abis lo.

pas gempa gw lagi d rmh tmn gw buat ngerjain tgs.

nykb tmn gw : "aduh itu meja kmputernya jgn di goyangin"

gw : " *nyengir* eh iya maap tante *megangin tu meja* "

*semua orang terdiam , bingung karena walau

sudah di pegang dunia tetap bergoyang*

gw : "wah gempa kali *stay cool* "

koko tmn gw : "wah iya gempa kali"

semuanya : "wah iya gempa !"

*terdiam*

gw : " BUAKAKAkA ! gempa ! "

semuanya : "BUAKAKAKA"

(inilah momen yang gw namakan tertawa dalam goncangan)

gila sumpa lucu abis . gw tamba ngakak pas semuanya ngakak.

bisa2nya ngakak gede2 gt pas lagi gempa.

btw gempanya lumayan loh. pada ngerasain kn pasti ?

huahahaha kocak.

gempa nya gw blg si lmayan. kerasa abis n mayan lama.

gw mikir kalo saat itu gw uda pulang ,

n gw lg ndirian d rmh , e tiba2 gempa gt ..

oke kalo gw lg autis pasti gw mkir

"ih goyang2. ih seru ya goyang2 hihihihihi.

*terus tambah hebohin goyangnya* "

dan kalo gw lagi melankolis

"wah gempa.. sudahlah.. biarkan saja hatiku

tertimbun rerutuhan murka sang bumi"

kalo gw lagi heboh :

"GEMPAAA ! GEMPAA !! GEMPAA !!!

*turun ke luar rumah dan menggedor tiap rumah tetangga*

SELAMATKAN DIRI!! SELAMATKAN DIRI !!"

kalo gw lagi IDIOT :

"hah ? kog goyang ? ah gw lupa guru geo perna ngajarin nih.

apa ya namanya kalo bencana goyang2 gini?

*buka google dan mencari 'bencana bergoyang'* "

oke gt deh.. tapi hari ini reaksi yang gw keluarkan hanya lah tertawa kencang

walau setela itu gw hubungin semua anggota kluarga gw . wkwkw

oke dah sgitu dlu soal bergoyang2 hari ini.

bye2

GBU !

dear stars and moon

2009-09-01T19:52:00.003+07:00

Dear sky with the stars and the moon,

Tonight I realize that I love him so much. There’s nothing special with him. He’s just a dumber, idiot and moron. He got a F for his religion test! Oh can you imagine that? He’s really not my type btw. He’s kindda jerks that worship the beauty all way long. Then what should I do ? I’m just an ugly duckling. And he loves the beautiful swan. Sigh...

But he makes me smile... The way he smiled and laughed, and looked at my eyes. I love every detail of them. I know that I am hopeless.But loving him makes me learn something...

Loving wasn’t about seeing perfections that end in imperfections. But loving was about seeing imperfections perfectly. Yeah. His imperfections make him perfect. Too perfect that I’m making him to be my everything.

Kiss and hug,

An ugly duckling

P.S: hey moon and stars,

could you tell him that I love him much with your shines?

Thanks :)

a letter for him :)

2009-08-31T19:57:00.005+07:00

Kepada padang rumput yang menjadi saksi cintaku,

Jika kamu mencintai seseorang, akankah kamu ingin memilikinya ? Tentu saja bukan. Aku manusia biasa. Walau empat dari sepuluh orang berkata ‘cinta tidaklah harus saling memiliki’ , tapi kita semua manusia mempunyai sifat dasar yang sama, mengingini apa yang kita sayangi.

Dia bukanlah pangeran berkuda putih yang gagah. Dia bukanlah pangeran bermawar merah yang romantis. Dia bukanlah pangeran tampan yang lembut. Dia hanyalah seorang pangeran yang mengerling polos, menyengir lucu dan menatap lekat wanita pujaannya.

Tapi wanita itu bukanlah aku. Aku hanyalah seorang gadis sirkus yang suka tertawa, ditertawakan, melompat dan bergoyang ke sana dan kemari. Sedangkan wanita yang selalu ada di matanya adalah putri dari kerajaan seberang. Putri yang tersenyum lembut, memandang teduh, bergerak gemulai dan semua mata hanya tertuju padanya.

Rambut sang putri panjang, berombak halus, berwarna merah pucat dan terkibar seiring hembusan tiupan sang angin yang jatuh cinta kepadanya. Wangi semerbak tercium seiring kibasan lembut tangan sang putri pada rambutnya. Sedangkan aku ? Rambut kusam berantakan, teracak acak seiring lompatan sirkus yang sedang aku latih.

Ah sudahlah.. Sampai kapanpun aku tak akan pernah mengalihkan matanya dari sang putri. Paling paling , saat matanya mulai terasa sendu karena cintanya tak dibalas sang putri, saat itu lah aku mendapat bagianku. Sedikit lompatanku maka semangatlah dirinya untuk kembali mencintai sang putri. Maka kembali aku hanya terduduk di belakangnya. Memandang pundaknya yang sedang asik melihat sang putri.

Matahari mulai terbenam. Rumput rumput mulai kemerahan dimandikan salam terakhir sang surya. Inilah akhir dari hariku . Memandangnya berjalan pulang, seiring dengan menghilangnya aura sang putrid dari seberang. Pangeranku, aku menunggumu disini. Siap menemanimu menanti cinta. Walau aku sendiri juga menanti dirimu..

Salam loncat ,

Si gadis sirkus :B

P.S : Dia bukanlah pangeran.

Tapi di mataku, dia bahkan melebihi seorang pangeran..

THE SIMS 2

2009-08-26T14:29:00.002+07:00

wah hari ini gw plg skola langsung ngebet pulang

wkwkwkwk

tebak gw mau ngapain

tenang aje. bukan buka puasa diem2 di mana tak ada orang kog

biasanya kalo gitu mah gw sama si imelda

buaakakak

hari ini gw mau maen the SIMS 2

YEAHHH !

gila gw norak stenga ampun wkwk

gw br aj install lagi n alhasil gw jd ketagihan

eh btw besok gw mau taro surat cinta gw ah

wkwkwwkw

uda dlu ya ane mau maen ahh

dudu ~

I'm BACK !

2009-08-24T17:48:00.003+07:00

HAHAHAHA !

sudah berapa lama kita tidak bertemu ?

long time ago banget yee. ckckc.

begitulah para blogger.

dengan seiringnya waktu, pastilah kita manusia menemui titik bosan.

dan kemaren kemaren itulah titik bosen gw.

tapi sekarang , yah setelah membaca blog IMELDA LIZAL ,

hasrat saya untuk menulis blog muncul lagi. O YEAH !

oh gw baru inget ! banyak HW dan award yang menumpuk.

tadinya gw uda niat ngerjain semua walau tangan gw terancam

amputasi karena terlalu banyak berkutat dengan keyboard.

dengan rasa senang aku buka blog para kawanku. menanti HW dan award.

tapi yang kulihat hanyalah cuap cuap dari si pemilik blog.

*hening* gw baru ngeh kalo mereka pasti kasi HW n awardnya

berbulan bulan yang laluuuuuu. nah loh ?

ahem ahem. gmna nyari nya ya ? bisa sih kalo ga males.

tapi gw males ga ya ? :: thinking hardly ::

...

males ah ...

hehehehheheh .......

ah udah lah. gapapa kan teman teman ?

maaf ya tidak saya bikin segala macam nya itu

habis nya sudah hilang di makan waktuuuu hahahahahah

oke next topic.

nah beberapa bulan terakir ini gw jadi tertarik sama fotografi.

lebih tepatnya sih digital imaging.

secara gw ga ada kamera yang memadai untuk menekuni bidang itu.

jadi ada beberapa foto gw yang gw maenin brightness n contrast nya.

kapan2 kalo sempet gw taro ah di blog hue hue .

argh ngemeng apa lagi yaa. oh ya besok gw ulangan fisika !

oh noo ! what should i do ? *imelda berkata : masya uloh wenn ! belajar lah !*

wait wait. kenapa gw jadi bawa bawa si imelda mulu ya ?

tar dy ke GEER an lagi wakaka. gila tu bocah tengil stenga jidat.

suara toa berkokok segala kata senonok. wahai imelda lizal

bertobatlah nak.. wakaka

ah uda ah sekian dan terima kasih :D :D

:: kabur sebelum di lempar imelda pake peci ::

dudu ~

God will make a way ... where there seems to be no way ..

2009-04-30T07:50:00.004+07:00

God will make a way

Where there seems to be no way

He works in ways we cannot see

He will make a way for me

He will be my guide

Hold me closely to His side

With love and strength

For each new day

He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness

He'll lead me

And rivers in the desert will I see

Heaven and earth will fade

But His Word will still remain

He will do something new today

click here to listen ! (:

*akhir akhir ini gw bnyk bgt dikuatkan sama ni lagu.

rasanya tenang bgt skali gw sadar kalo Tuhan

pasti punya jalan yg terbaik buat kita.

smlm gw mendengar berita kl tmn gw dpt musibah.

Natasha Christy / Ceha , mulai dari jam 1 siang kmrn

sampai kmrn mlm masih koma

krn pembuluh darah di kepalanya pecah.

gw blm tau berita terbaru mengenai ceha pagi ini.

tapi pagi ini ada suatu keyakinan di hati gw.

kl God will make a way..

where there seems to be no way..

ga ada yg mustahil di mata Tuhan..

sesuatu yg terparah pun bisa Tuhan tangani..

temen2, bantu doa ya..

untuk natasha christy / ceha

kls 8A P4 , yg berada di ICU gdg pluit

krn pembuluh darah pecah.

thanks a lot lot lot.

GBU~

incredible TEENS !

2009-04-29T11:25:00.004+07:00

1. Kim Ung Yong - manusia dengan !Q tertinggi di dunia

Lahir pada tahun 1962, Anak dari Korea ini dinobatkan sebagai manusia jenius di seluruh dunia.
Bayangkan Pada unur 4 tahun, dia sudah bisa membaca huruf Jepang, Korea,Jerman,Inggris.
Pada umur 5 tahun ia mampu memacahkan masalah pada soal kalkulus.
ia mencatatkan dirinya pada Guinness Book of World Records dengan "Highest IQ" 210.

2.Gregory Smith-mendapat penghargaan noble pada usia 12 thn

Lahir pada tahun 1990, Gregory Smith mencatatkan namanya pada nobel perdamaian.
berkat usahanya dalam mendirikan International Youth Advocates.
Perkumpulan Orang muda seluruh dunia.
Ia pernah bertemu langsung dengan Presiden Bush, dan juga Michael Gorbacev lho...

3.Akrit Jaswal-menjadi dokter bedah pada usia 7 thn

Julukan "anak terpandai di dunia" telah melekat pada Akrit Jaswal, seoarang anak dari India.
Ia mengejutkan Publik, ketika pada umur 7 tahun melakukan pembedahan
pada seorang gadis lokal di tempatnya.
gadis itu menderita luka bakar di tangannya,
hingga tangannya tidak dapat dibuka,
dan jaswalpun melakukan pembedahan hingga
jemari gadis itu bisa terbuka seperti sedia kala.
Saat ini, ia tercatat sebagai dokter paling muda di dunia,
ia diterima di Universitas pada usia 11 tahun.

4.Cleopatra Stratan-menjadi penyanyi di usia 3 tahun (1000€/lagu)

Lahir Pada 6 Oktober 2002 di Chisinau.
ia adalah pencatat sejarah di Industri musik sebagai seorang penyanyi.
Dengan albumnya tahun 2006 La vârsta de trei ani ("pada usia 3").
Dia mencatat record seorang artis cilik yang tampil diatas panggung dengan ribuan penggemarnya.
Dia juga menerima penghargaan MTV Award dalam Artis termuda yang mencetak #1 Hit

5.Aelita Andre-pelukis di usia 2 tahun

Anak kelahiran Australia ini,
baru berumur dua tahun sudah menunjukkan kualitasnya sebagai jenius,
ia memiliki sebuah gedung pertunjukkan untuk karya-karya abstraknya.
Pada mulanya Mark Jamieson, direktur dari Brunswick Street Gallery di Melbourne's Fitzroy.
Tretarik melihat sebuah poto lukisan dari Aelita Andre.
dan dia menginginkannya bergabung dalam grupnya karena bakat lukisannya itu.
Ketika undangan telah dibuat, ia baru saja menyadari
bahwa Aelita adalah anak yang masih berumur 22 bulan.
Namun ia tetap melanjutkan pertunjukannya itu.

6.Michael Kevin Kean-lulus kuliah pada usia 10 tahun

Michale, lahir tahun 1984, ia menyelesaikan kuliah pada umur 10 tahun.
dan tercatat sebagai sarjana termuda. ia mengajar universitas pada usia 17 tahun.
Namanya semakin mencuat kala dia memenangkan sebuah kuis online.
Pada 2006, dia mencapai final di tanda burnett/aol perebutanGold Rush,
permainan menguji/teka-teki, dan menjadi
pemenang pertama 1 juta di permainan kenyataan online.

repost from : http://www.kaskus.us/showthread.php?t=1791719

universitas terbaik

2009-04-28T10:56:00.002+07:00

hadoooo !

uda mau jem 11 n gw msi sempet2nya ngepost blog

huehuehue.

hrsnya gw uda siap2 ne ke skul buat ltian komp

keasikan nyari info malah lupa siap2.

wkwk.

hadu skg printer gw ngadet lagi.

gimana ya hiks3

smbil nunggu printer gw ,

gw mau kasi info ttg uni2 terbaik di dunia n di Indonesia

here it is :

RANKING UNIVERSITAS TERBAIK DUNIA

1. Harvard University, Cambridge, Massachusetts, Amerika
1. Harvard University, Cambridge, Massachusetts, Amerika
2. Yale, Amerika
3. Cambridge, Inggris
4. Oxford, Inggris
5. California Institute of Technology, Amerika
6. Imperial College London, Inggris
7. University College London, Inggris
8. University of Chicago, Amerika
9. Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT), Amerika
10. Columbia University, Amerika

16. Australian National University
19. University of Tokyo
25. Kyoto University
30. National University of Singapore
77. Nanyang Technological University, Singapore
93. Hebrew University of Jerusalem, Israel

166. Chulalongkorn University, Thailand
250. Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM), Malaysia
251. Mahidol University, Thailand
254. Ateneo de Manila University, Philippines
276. University of the Philippines, Philippines

Dan.... UNIVERSITAS-UNIVERSITAS TERBAIK INDONESIA:

287. University of Indonesia (UI)
315. Bandung Institute of Technology (ITB)
316. Gajah Mada University (UGM)

UNIVERSITAS TERBAIK INDONESIA (2008)

Inilah daftar dari universitas-universitas terbaik di Indonesia saat ini
(Versi Globe Asia)

UNIVERSITAS TERBAIK NEGERI

1. Universitas Indonesia, Depok
2. Universitas Gadjah Mada, Yogyakarta
3. Institut Teknologi Bandung
4. Institut Pertanian Bogor
5. Universitas Padjajaran, Bandung
6. Universitas Airlangga, Surabaya
7. Universitas Hasanuddin, Makasar
8. Institut Teknologi Surabaya
9. Universitas Dipenogoro, Semarang
10. Universitas Sumatera Utara

UNIVERSITAS TERBAIK Berdasarkan Perspektif kalangan Industri / Dunia Kerja (2007)

1. Universitas Indonesia
2. Institut Teknologi Bandung
3. Universitas Gadjah Mada
4. Institut Pertanian Bogor
5. Institut Teknologi Surabaya
6. Universitas Airlangga
7. Universitas Trisakti (Swasta )
8. Universitas Padjajaran
9. Universitas Atmajaya (Swasta)
10. Universitas Dipenogoro

UNIVERSITAS TERBAIK SWASTA

1. Universitas Pelita Harapan (UPH), Lippo Village Tangerang
2. Universitas Trisakti
3. Universitas Tarumanegara
4. Universitas Atmajaya
5. Universitas Parahayangan
6. Universitas Bina Nusantara
7. Universitas Muhammadiyah Malang
8. Universitas Maranatha
9. Universitas Satya Wacana
10. Universitas Petra

INFO-sabun unikk

2009-04-27T09:29:00.003+07:00

beberapa sabun unik ini adalah kreasi terbaru dari pabrik sabun tsb.

katanya si org tua demen bgt sama nih sabun

jd buat gntiin PS3 anknya gt kali ya.

supaya ga bnyk maen huaha.

lihat dehh :

wkwk. lucu2 ya .

repost from : http://www.kaskus.us/showthread.php?t=1778369

see ya !

question :(

2009-04-25T18:29:00.004+07:00

just a simple question from a lil girl ;

"you are having a close relationship with someone who love you much.

at first , you love him/her too.

but you know that your feeling for him/her won't stay any longer.

than it's true. when time goes by, the feeling for him/her faint away.

while he/she still loves you much more than before

(the one who loves you is incredibly a kind person)

what will you do ?"

"kamu lagi deket banget sama seseorang yang sngat mencintai kamu.

awalnya , kamu juga mencintai dia.

tapi kamu tahu kalau perasaanmu itu tak akan bertahan lama.

dan benar aja. saat waktu berjalan, perasaan kamu ke dy memudar.

padahal dy masi sangat mencintai kamu,

bahkan lebih dari sebelumnya.

(orang yang mencintai kamu itu luar biasa baik)

apa yang akan kamu lakukan ?"

i give this HW to :

arhee . yokko . cya . theo . jeka . melo . cathy . indri . -ngl .

rules :

do this HW ,

and tell the previous person that u've done it ,

than give it to 5 friends.

i'm back !

2009-04-25T18:19:00.002+07:00

fiuhhh.

setelah bberapa jam berkutat dengan skin ini.

hope u like it ;D

btw ni skin rumit bner tnyata

gw ampe urut dada b'berapa kali krn kuesel ma ni skin

but overall it's good mnurut gw

hehe.

ahh dh lma bgt yah gw ga ngurus nih blog.

yahh smoga aja gw bisa terus ngurus nih blog.

btw yg bonus from the ing's owner itu

enknya gw isi apa ya .

cerita , puisi ato apa ya ? hmm..

let's think about it .

oke deh friends.

segitu dlu ya hehehe.

tha2 ;D

GBU !

wnaa~

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2009-03-17T21:28:00.002+07:00

hwahh !
hari ni myan asik. hhe .
gw bgn jem 12. tus siap2.
jem 2 maen dh k rmh egy.
ehm ralat. apartemen egy.
wkwk. tdna gw mw ngjak yg laen jg .
tp ga knal smua . ==
jd bngung.

hmm. gw nympe sna ngdit fto dy dlu.
abs ngbrol ngalor ngidul.
kita ntn wanted.
tp krn mls . akhrna jln2 dh ke MOI.
d MOI lcu juga.
tnpa money n destiny ,
we walked and did window shopping.
wkwk. kita masuk ke tko2 aksesoris.
numpang fro tus kluar lg .
gila deh ckck
tus kita brenang mkn n plg dh .
huahah . seru2 :D

ah btw td gw k blog nya are
tus gw liat link yg kaskus itu.
kl lu bca smua psti bsen krn buanyak bgt.
jd gw ambil yg bgus2 deh. hhe .

Ketika satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, pintu yang lain dibukakan.
Tetapi sering kali kita terpaku terlalu lama pada pintu yang tertutup
sehingga tidak melihat pintu lain yang dibukakan bagi kita.

Orang-orang yang paling berbahagia tidak selalu memiliki hal-hal terbaik,
mereka hanya berusaha menjadikan yang terbaik
dari setiap hal yang hadir dalam hidupnya.

Waktu kamu lahir, kamu menangis dan orang-orang di sekelilingmu tersenyum.
Jalanilah hidupmu sehingga pada waktu kamu meninggal,
kamu tersenyum dan orang-orang di sekelilingmu menangis.

Orang terkuat bukan mereka yang selalu menang..
Melainkan mereka yang tetap tegar ketika mereka jatuh
Entah bagaimana…dalam perjalanan kehidupan,
kamu belajar tentang dirimu sendiri..dan menyadari..
bahwa penyesalan tidak seharusnya ada..
hanyalah penghargaan abadi atas pilihan2 kehidupan yang telah kau buat.

TEMAN SEJATI… mengerti ketika kamu berkata 'Aku lupa..'
Menunggu selamanya ketika kamu berkata 'Tunggu sebentar'
Tetap tinggal ketika kamu berkata 'Tinggalkan aku sendiri'
Membuka pintu meski kamu BELUM mengetuk dan berkata 'Bolehkah saya masuk?'

wnaa ~

the QUESTION

2009-03-16T01:35:00.005+07:00

it's just a simple award from a confuse lil girl :

i'm asking a simple question , pls answer it
and give ur reason[s] . thngs ! :DD

"Which one is better , to be with
someone who loves you much
or someone who you love much ?"

*pls help me to answer this question , thanks a lot *

i give this award to : arhee . melody . jeka .
teo . yokko . indri . -ngl

pass this award to ur friends
and let us see the best answer that can make us smile
and ofc do it ! :DD

wnaa ~

a tough action for a shopaholic movie jdul yg lebay

2009-03-14T23:22:00.002+07:00

hoahm.
maab bbrapa hari tidak ngepost.
wkak. dh keg apaan ngepost.*tukang post kalee*
oke so mgg kmrn gw mid .
tus jumat kmrn ini slese.
yihaa ! gila ank2 tuh dh pd keg slese ulum tau gag .
menggila luar byasa wkaka.

plg dr mid gw k gdg bareng are jeel melo jeka.
tapi gw ma jeka ga bwa jaket gt dh.
tus kita ga bole msuk lewat yg farmer situ soalnya
skalian mw nitip tas kan.
gw ma jeka dh bersandiwara gitu.
kita bkata dgn kemampuan akting kls ats,

jeka : "duh wen ! gmn nih tiketnya dh d bliin !"
gw : "iyha nih ! wah satpamnya payah. laporin mama jek !"
jeka : "duh iya nih d tngguin mama deh kita"
gw : " ah mnyong nih ! sana tpon laporin jek !"

tapi tapi tapi itu smua GATOT alias totally failed .
argh kita suda kehabisn ide akhrnya kta lgs ke lapizz na.
oiya are jeel melo dh msuk dluan bwt ntipin tas kita gt.
pas lg jln ke lapiz , OH NO !!*jengjengjengjeng*
there's another securityman !*lebayy bgt ga s wkaka*
akhrnya gw ma jeka ngumpet 2 tus lari2 naek eskaltor.
fyuhhh. kami berhasil dan 10 mnit kmudian sudah dduk
dgn nyaman d bioskop smbil mnikmati shopaholic.

wuakakags. ntn aje pke grasa grusu kbur gt.
btw shopaholic bgus , lcu , seru , romantis .
ga jelek laah pkoke. hha .
tus sbtuna whiteday deh. today tpatna yah wkaka.
ah ya . there's somebody having his birthday today.
hppy bday denni marvianto ! wakaka.
bagi yg membaca blog gw yg posting taon lalu,
mungkin anda melihat bbrapa post gw yg ada
iklan si denni ini yg minta org2 bwat nge add msn dy.
wkakaka. thats him.

okay enough for tdae ,
goin to bed soon .
bay bay ! :DD
GBUa ~~

best regards from the talker ,

owena . ardra ##

10 kebiasaan buruk si owena

2009-03-07T23:59:00.003+07:00

hoahm..

lma ga ngepost juga yah. haha.

ini dikarenakan gw skit gje2.

gjala dB ampe ambil darah skit2.

tnyata cuman rdang kmbuh. cape dehh..

hoahm. hari ni gw ngpyn ya..

oh ya ! bgn jem 9.

ga jadi kmsl krn pd ga bs.

tus gw k maen cs bntar.

tus k rmh are ngjaen gloria ampe butektektek.

giling dah. plgna gw jnguk spupu gw yg skid .

he's much better now yiha :DD

miracle is here, bbeybe mwahs

dh mlm jg y gw ngepost. hhe.

oke inilah pr dr sang ARHEE

1. buatlah daftar 10 hal dan kebiasaan (buruk) yang tidak disukai, namun apabila merasa terdapat lebih dari 10 hal/kebiasaan buruk yang tidak disukai maka silahkan ditulis semuanya.
2. sebutkan juga alasan mengapa anda tidak menyukai hal-hal/kebiasaan-kebiasaan tersebut.
3. setelah selesai membuat daftar dan penjelasan seperti yang tertera pada poin 1 & 2, maka silahkan men-tag 10 blogger lainnya .

10 kbiasaan buruk si owenaa :

1. MALAS *aha thats for sure !

2. MELANKOLIS *melancholy fever make me a phsycho

3. EGOIS *i've that kind of dark side bbeybe

4. SOTOY *ehehe.. ga mksud tp kliatan speti itu, mahab ya

5. TDR MLM *ckck bkap gw ampe ngancem sita lptop hp kl ms bndel . well. im doin that habit right now ==

6. MINDER *tkdg sering ga ykin ma diri ndiri , mrasa useless dll

7. PLINPLAN *terutama soal <3

8. SUKA TDR D KLS * mari kita ralat, ketiduran bkn tidur . hhi.

9. KERAS KEPALA * iya banget . ckck. mahab2.

10. KTAWA BRLEBAYan * hehe.. yg ini agak susa dihindari.. mahab2.

haha . maab buat smua yg terganggu ma tu bad hbits.

Terusin ke vanz | yen2

see ya !

wnaa ~

kesendirian yang memuakkan =="

2009-03-02T15:16:00.002+07:00

hwahh .

gw br j plg skolah nih.

dan gw mndapati rmh gw ga ad org*LAGI.

okay , gw mule muak dgn kesendirian ini.

gw emg ga tlalu suka d rmh kl lg ga ad org.

mending gw k rmh are dlu kl gt.

ckck.

bosann ! argh . ==

oke gw critain aj deh kjadian lcu d skola.

jd tad gw maen k kls A.

trus ad mic buat bca cerpen B.Ind kan.

gw ma vbe ambil tu mic tus gw nyalain smbil tereak2.

si vbe nyanyi2 keg org sinting.

lcu dah wkwkwk.

tus dy nekad ke luar kls smbil joged2.

eh d luar kls gw lyad ad ank keg babi.

akhrnya gw bisik2 bcanda ke vbe,

"bhe blg babi yang d sebrang wkaka"

tus s vbe dgn nekad tereak,

"hoi babi yg di seberang !"

wakakakk. lgs ngakak dh gw.

huahaha. gila deh dy ckck.

hoahmm. gw mw bkin tugas sjarah dlu deh.

bnyk abs neh. ckck.

okok. see ya !

Gbu , jgn lupa saat teduh yo tmans.

wnaa ~

read n u'll know how days are perfect gift from GOD

2009-02-28T14:51:00.003+07:00

Indahnya fakta hidup :DD

1. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 5 orang dalam dunia
yang menyayangi Anda dan sanggup mati karena Anda.

2. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 15 orang dalam dunia ini
yang menyayangi Anda dalam beberapa cara.

3. Sebab utama seseorang membenci Anda adalah
karena dia ingin menjadi seperti Anda.

4. Senyuman dari Anda boleh membawa kebahagiaan kepada seseorang,
walaupun dia tidak menyukai Anda.

5. Setiap malam ada seseorang mengingat Anda sebelum dia tidur.

6. Anda amat bermakna dalam hidup seseorang.

7. Kalau bukan karena Anda,seseorang itu tidak akan hidup bahagia.

8. Anda seorang yang istimewa dan unik.

9. Seseorang yang Anda tidak ketahui menyayangi Anda.

10. Apabila Anda membuat kesalahan yang sangat besar,
ada hikmah dibaliknya.

11. Sekiranya Anda merasa dipinggirkan, pikirkan dahulu;
mungkin Anda yang meminggirkan mereka.

12. Apabila Anda berpikir tidak mempunyai peluang
untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yang Anda ingini,
mungkin Anda tidak akan memperolehnya,
tetapi jika Anda percaya pada diri sendiri lambat laun Anda akan memperolehnya.

13. Kenanglah segala pujian yang Anda terima.
Lupakan segala caci maki.

14. Jangan takut untuk meluapkan perasaan Anda;
Anda akan merasa senang bila seseorang mengetahuinya.

15. Sekiranya Anda punya sahabat baik,
ambillah waktu untuk memberitahunya bahwa dia adalah yang terbaik.
Hanya semenit diperlukan untuk mendapat sahabat baik,
sejam untuk menghargainya, sehari untuk teman tetap paling setia.
Walaupun punya harta yang banyak, teman tetap paling berharga.

so beautiful , huh ?
the greatest facts that we even can't think about them.
but the time we know how it's beautiful,
try to put ur faith on it.
then smile and thank God for this life.
:DD

GBUa !

wnaa~

:DD

2009-02-27T22:23:00.002+07:00

hahahah.

another perfect day with laugh ofc :DD

entah kenapa gw lagi demen banget pke snyum yg :DD

kegnya gw bgt gitu. wakakakak *njisjis

gw suka tertawa . n tkadang itu bkin org ksel.

ok sorry buat org yg kesel krn ngakak gw.

huahaha. tapi sekali melancholy gw kuar,

wihiy. mntebh dah. haha.

jadi hr ni gw hampir ga bljr sma skali.

perl mat doang gw kjaen soaal bejibun yg bkin mata picek.

tus gw kluar buat rapat gloria pas mandarin.

tus ingg ntn gitu.

eh gw ma yg laen mlah poto2. wkwkwk.

tus tus lab fsika.

eh si teo jeel valen jeka mlah bolos asik2an d kls.

tnyata mrk kena karmanya gitu deh.

jadi pas mereka lagi d kls , tiba2

ad byangan item gerak2 di papan tulis pdhl ga ad spa2.

aplg wktu itu kls lg mti lmpunya.

lgs mereka lari ke lab fsika bgabung dgn kami.

ckck. merendeng ya.

wkakakaa.

tus pel bio juga ga ad bu intannya.

asik gosip2 dah.wkwkw

tus fsika gw mlah di luar ma cya fbe are ngbrol2.

hahaha.

plgna liat org maen drama,

tus maen k rmh are.

wkkw.

wah bsok gw mule kmsl nh :DD

hope it's work greatly

see ya !

wnaa~

only a lil 'put' woy !

2009-02-24T23:10:00.003+07:00

weleh weleh .

dah lama bgt gw ga nulis blog !

gilaa !

serius dah lamaaa bgt .

wkkwkk.

ketinggalan berbagai cerita deh.

hmm. gw lgs cerita yg hr ni aja kali ya.

gw hr ni asik maen d skola yg psti.

huahaha. tus kejadian kocaknya pas pelajaran geografi.

jadi ceritanya . bu lydia suru kita bkin artikel

ttg kehidupan msyarakat dki jkt.

lg asik nulis, eh tiba2

gw kentut . put . begitu bunyinya.

ya wajar dongg . lagian kelepasan gitu.

wkakakka. tus ya .

suaranya s kecil.

krn gw kira ga ad yg dgr , akhrnya gw diem2 aja.

eh tau2nya 2 org tmn gw d blkg cekakak cekikik.

mrk blg mrk dgr org kentut.

akhrnya gw bkata smbil nyengir ,

"hehe . itu gw .. hehe.. "

tus akhnrya gw ngakak bareng2 .

tiba2 beberapa menit kemudian..

orang yg duduk di paliong blkg bkata,

"wen wen."

"ya ?"

"lu kentut ?"

"ngg.. iye. woy ! ga usa di sebarin kali . beset. wahaha"

tus tiba2 beberapa detik kemudian..

gw menoleh risih karena merasa ad yg liatin.

tnyata bner, org tejayus d kls gw lg liatin gw dan bkata,

"wen , lu kentud ?"

"woy ! gw kentd dkit doang beset !"

tus udah deh yg laen jg jadi pada tau.

eh tu 2 org d blkg gw mlah bkin lagu,

"put put put . owena kentut tut tut. "

gw hnya tediam pedih sesaat,,

lalu ikut menyanyikan lgu tsb dgn kwan2 lainnya..

ihiks..

wnaa~

i share, we share, the world is going better.

Like this video please! Thankyou!

Patah hati itu kejadian alam.

26th.

Empathy

The heart really feels it..

i think, i love you?

love and decision

Gifted Hands, Ben Carson.

hey you,read yourself.

visions.dreams

songs that tell love.

unpredicted.love(again)

you, yes you..

Kiss the Rain

lifestyle, lifestyle

Mother's day :)

God and us

stupid bird. err. that's kindda me.

another humanity thoughts!

experience is the best teacher.

amazing seniors.

"Tuhan memberkati."

Have the best rest, Grandma..

Ku Dipilih - Pure

him..

changes..

please give me a chance..

give thanks

The Blind Side

chase excellence, success will follow!

Grandma, my amazing grandma..

forgiving, forgetting..

forgive, forget..

trusting, believing..

Just The Two of Us - Bill Withers

a secret blog? -__-

TIME PASSED SO FAST

HAPPY EASTER ;no mbak=slim

Gabe Bondoc :)

maths, science, oh come on!

the second day of UN

the first day of national examination

Ujian Nasional!

the SHAKING ART

what come may go

#anjinggombal = nice!

3 IDIOTS is UNBELIEVABLE GREAT!

get ready for the COOLZ HINDI

UBAN not KUTU

new layout on 16.03.10

matiin AC = seribu tindakan*lebay*

bakti sosial

paranormal activity

Sejarah...

Terminator 2 & HBKB

if a robot can learn the value of human's life, we should know it very well without learning.

We're human ourself. Stop the war. Start the humanity ourself.

Relationships and Commitments

tertawa dalam GONCANGAN

dear stars and moon

a letter for him :)

THE SIMS 2

I'm BACK !

God will make a way ... where there seems to be no way ..

incredible TEENS !

universitas terbaik

INFO-sabun unikk

question :(

i'm back !

quotes [:

the QUESTION

a tough action for a shopaholic movie *jdul yg lebay*

10 kebiasaan buruk si owena

kesendirian yang memuakkan =="

read n u'll know how days are perfect gift from GOD

:DD

only a lil 'put' woy !

matiin AC = seribu tindakanlebay

a tough action for a shopaholic movie jdul yg lebay